𝗟𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 | 𝗠𝗶𝗛𝘆𝘂𝗻

Letting go

Hi my dearest beloved, how's your life today? I hope that it was shiny like a sun with a refreshing blueish sky in it alongside with a colorful rainbows and soft lullabies of birds in the air.

I wrote down this letter because I just wanted to say goodbye without being look helplessly, without you seeing me cry and being fragile.

I know that I was a coward for leaving only a piece of paper in the table and not confronted you and say a proper goodbye but believe me, I really wanted too but knowing that I will see your face with hurtful expression in it will make me change my decisions and go back again to your loving arms.

Those 3year in relationship with you made me foolishly believed that we can be happy forever, that we can be contented with each others arms but I was an idiot for believing in such false imaginations right?

What is the thing that lacks in me? Was I am not enough for your taste so you search for a better one?

It's still hurts Mina that you make me believed in those years that you were truly loved me, that you want me for the rest of your life. But I guess I am not that good enough.

But still thank you though for loving me in those 3 years. Thank you for always being patient enough to stay with me, that's still means a lot you know? Even though I knew that you were starting to ditch me even in our anniversary just to be with your other girl, but I still stay in our house, patiently waiting because why not? You always come back to me so I think that gives me a little hope that we can still fix this and go back where the spark in our love is still existing.

But who am I kidding right? We can't fix anything, you don't want us to fix this, I'm such a dumb, always believing with your sweet coated words and promises back then that I can't even let go to our relationship not until now.

I do really hope both of you the best and that you will love her as much as you loved me before.

Don't worry I'm not mad at you honey, I will never. It's just that, I can't still face you while my heart is still hurts from these fresh wounds.

Please always take care, don't drink too much and don't over work yourself.

I loved you Mina.

-Dahyun.

Mina stared at the letter for the 10th time in the month that is in her right hand while the other hand holding her fifth bottle of soju while crying.

"Why did you leave me like this?" Mina said as she stared at her letter like it was her that she was talking to.

"I-It's just a mistake, I-I'm s-sorry, please let's fix this." Mina said and finished her fifth bottle and get another one.

"I'm the fool here, please your the only one I truly love, please comeback again to me!" Mina said loudly this time and take a big gulp on her soju.

"I love you too Dahyun, I always will." She bitterly said and drink until her throats hurt and finally letting the drowsiness takes over her tired body again.

After losing you
Everything is meaningless to me.
-데이식스

A.N: Itz me again!! How's the story? And btw hope u will try also to read some of my other works. <3

-wan.