Chapter 1-I hate life, I hate me...

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(Authors note❗️: if you like sad songs, you should listen to 'hey little girl' by sophiemarie.b) anyways back to book😅

There are sad quotes and the song I request on the top😊

Oh yeah btw this font is thoughts

Y/N POV-
"YOU FUCKING BITCH! CANT YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT!? why did I allow your stupid ass mother leave you with me. YOU'RE A DISGRACE, all I wanted you to do was be strong with you bloody quirk but I guess people with your power are counted as villains, pathetic. You're the reason why your mother of a fag died"

I burst up covered in sweat and tears falling down my face. I hate nights like these. I turn around to see what the time is and it's around 4:30am, with the time I chose to just lay in bed for a while listening to music that I can relate too. After minutes have past I chose to get up and get ready for the school 'UA' I apply too. I've always wanted to be a hero ever since I was a little kidlet. I unclothed myself from my pjs into my uniform, I looked at myself in the mirror and already instantly regretted it. Why am I such a mess up..? I just left my H/L hair unbrushed and placed it into a ponytail with my H/C strands poking. I brush my teeth ignoring the food we have at home. I grab my bag and quietly headed downstairs hoping Dad is still in bed with his hang over he has every other morning. Man was I incorrect he standing there with his belt strangled in his clutching fist...I hate where this is going to go... with that he grabs me by the hair and hits me across the face with the belt with his fire quirk adding with it leaving a mark. He starts kicking and punching me in the stomach making it harder for me to breath. With more attacks hitting me my cuts are re-opening on my wrist leading up to me elbow. I've always found self-harm easier to cope with things...I hate life, I hate me...

(Authors note: I hope you enjoyed chapter 1 of my book)🙃

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