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Just another |fucking| day

My sofa always finds a way to create problems in my life , but as everything else it's a couch. I can't punch or date a couch, so it doesn't have that much meaning in my life.

Passing by my bathroom,yet again not caring two shits about my hair or face in general, i make my way towards my small ass kitchen and I contemplate on what to make. Yes, I live by myself, I always have. But that doesn't matter, for I have my own tiny apartment with my OWN fucking rules. Sweet am I right?

I have those weird apartments that don't have a wall separating the kitchen and dining room. The two rooms are kinda just there, joined as one. I decide not to eat,sticking 3 bucks in change in my broken cardigan as I walk out the door, sticking my keys in my back pocket, as I gently place my beanie on my head, making sure my lock of hair stuck out just enough. It's tiring being sexy. Haha, I'm fucking with you, it's become such a routine that I don't even realize it anymore.

Today was cold, but the cold that leads to runny noses and frozen fingertips. Nah, today is that refreshing cold. The cold that seems to tickle the hairs on your back in a seductively soothing way. The cold where you could hold a cup of black coffee in your hands and not feel a sting of coldness, or a sting of heat. Just prefect.

I like to be descriptive with everything, life is vague enough as it is, it needs its colors here and there.

Once again I sit in my spot at lunch. With my cup of coffee. Everyone knows it's MY damn bench, nobody dares to come near me. I mean who would? I'm already "weird" as it is. I'm telling you right now all the student in here reek like virgin body soaps and Shirley temples. No joke.

Plus I'm the only one in this school that can stick my whole index finger in my ear hole. Sweet right? Already a 00g and I ain't stoppen there. Heh, it's fun being me.

It doesn't help that i don't like people either, maybe cause all the students here are pricks with "fuck me I'm a virgin" stamp on their foreheads, but besides that I have been so close to decking someone on their jaw. The girls aren't attractive, not that I like chicks any who, but even though I like men the men in this school aren't even worth my time. It's like they are still in their puberty years, always sounding like those choir kids. No joke.

I don't care really, it's not like I need a person with me to survive. I'm good right now, I don't need anyone. Just my coffee and i.