"Emily!"- Wake up!
I was shaking her, but she didn't even move. I could feel her getting colder.
"EMILY!"- I yelled.
I ran downstairs to look for Logan.
"LOGAN! COME UPSTAIRS!"- I yelled.
"Oh shit."- He said and ran upstairs.
I was just standing there. With tears in my eyes. I didn't knew what was going on around me. Just... I felt empty... Inside... Like something was dying inside of me... Killing me softly... I could barely see Logan taking out Emily. I ran after them.
"WHAT'S GOING ON?"- I asked.
"We have to go. Get in."- He said.
We got in the jeep and went to the hospital.
"Sir, what happened to her?"- The nurse asked.
"She fainted suddenly and we brought her here."- I said.
"Please stay out of the room."- She said and slowly pushed us away.
"She'll be fine, Seb."- Logan said.
"I hope so..."- I said and hugged him.
After couple of minutes the others came.
"Is she okay?"- Asked her mom.
"Mom..."- Logan said.
"No...She didn't..."- She said and hugged him.
"Wait a minute... The nurse is coming."- I said and ran after her.
"Ma'am... Is she... Okay?"- I asked.
"She has lung cancer. And I don't know how much time she has left."- She said.
"CANCER?"- I said.
"Sebastien... She didn't... She didn't tell you?"- said Logan with a tear going down his face.
"No."- I said with anger in my voice.
"I am so sorry... I didn't knew..."- My mom said.
"I need some space. I can't..."- I said, turning my back to them.
"She's awake."- The nurse said.
I turned around, with a little smile on my face.
"She is?"- I asked.
"Yes."- The nurse said.
"Can I at least talk to her?"- I asked.
"Um...I don't think so..."- She said.
"Please..."- I said.
"Okay, but only 5 minutes."- She said and opened the door.
I went inside. She was plugged on those weird machines that kept her alive. She slowly looked at me, with a smile on her face. I sat next to her.
"I am sorry, I didn't-"- She whispered.
I put my finger on her mouth.
"Sshhh... It's okay."- I said.
"I have uhm... A diary under my bed. Its on the right side. When you'll go home... Read it. When I won't be here anymore."- She said with tears on her face.
"No... We will read it together."- I said.
"Seb, please. I won't make it. It came back."- She said.
"It came... Back?"- I asked.
"Yes... I had it 3 years ago. Now it came back. Stronger. And took me down. Quicklier."
"Babe, why you didn't tell me?"
"My diary will answer that for me."
"No, we will read it together. Emily please..."- I said while I squezzed her hand.
"Tell them I love them. I love you and don't forget me. I'll always be here. With you babe. Forever."- She said and closed her eyes.
"No...please... this isn't a goodbye..."- I said.
The nurse and the doctors came in.
"Doc we're losing her!"- The nurse said.
"Sir you have to leave the room."- Said the doctor.
They pushed me outside.
"Is she... okay?"- They asked.
"She loves you all..."- I said and fell on the ground, crying out loud.
"She is... gone?"- Logan asked and kneeled down, next to me.
"Yes..."- I whispered.
The nurse came out and told us the news. She was gone... My baby was gone. Forever...
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My fucked up life
Mystery / Thriller* "Woah that was such a strange dream..."- I heard him mumbling as he fell down. My little experimental mouse, so perfect but yet so dumb and pathetic. I wish i was him, but also.. I wish he was dead. * - Logan. "My fucked up life" is one of the bi...
