Good Enough

Okay so this is my very first story, ever!!!! I've read alott of stories on here for a pretty good while, and about an hour ago I decided I'd write my own. So please vote&comment, cause' I really wanna know if I should keep going. And I'd do my best to update mine every week unlike others, so anyhow vote& comment and well see what happens here;D I might start to change it up soo dont hate me if i do;/ its cause i think itd be better another way. soo you know what to do!!!

--love&hugs, rem<3  

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KILEY's PoV; 

Ughhhhhh! The only word that comes to mind to describe my mood is ugh. Why? I'm adorable, intelligent, I make him laugh, I mean what's wrong with me?!?! (ha. ha. just kiddin I'm far from eig a concieted person) How can he mean so much to me, yet I'm just minescule in his eyes. Small, unimportant, unessential... Or at least that's how I feel. I'm hoping there's feelings somewhere in there for lil ole me. He's just soo, teasing and funny and insanely handsome.... I just can't help myself anymore. But I guess I'll just have to do what I've don't for the past 3 months (that have felt like YEARSS), and wait. It feels like a hopeless situation though. We have one class together, the semesters coming to an end here soon, and I can't help but think to myself that I'm screwd. I could just give up. I justtt might. But great. Now were throwing math into my train of thought?!?! Now my mood has went from ugh to AGHHH!!! I think I'll bug him and see if he'll help me... Yet I still can help but think, could I be good enough? 

MATT's PoV; 

Oh my god this class is sooo longgg. It's like every minute is an hour being wasted on functions, graphs, and equations. This is so stupid. But at least I've got my buds John and Kane, but most das even they make the class drag by. However there is one person, and boy can they make time fly. They make me laugh which isn't rare, but it's a different kind. More comfortable and less fake in it. I guess you could say she makes me laugh for real. But it's not like I'd tell her that. Anyone for that matter. I know I can be really stupid and a "big fat jerk" as she's joked, but I do have a softer side that only a few people have seen. Unlike most guys I like to e careful before u dive into a crappy relationship. I kinda look things over before I get em, ya know? Anyways, now here again she's messing up my thoughts. She's been having alot of trouble here lately but I swear she's the smartest girl I know, but I think imll help her out with this. I barely get it myself but maybe. Justtt maybe I can impress her. Oh who am i kiddin? It doesn't take much from a guy like me, right?

KILEY's PoV;

Wow... He may not be the smartest, but hes just so dreamy. *cliche' much?* He does his best though i mean if i listened in class? Id have it in a snap. But here lately ive been lost in my thoughts about him. For sure, hes got me wrapped around his finger. Ha. Like id ever tell HIM that. Only my three closest friends know about my so called crush. Mainly Rebekah is who i vent to about my boy issues though. Shes like the best ever when it comes to these things. But im wayyyyy off topic here. What were we talking about? ahh yes. Him. I bet youre thinking im playing dumb for him, and thats not really the case. More like i cannot pay attention worth a flip in class anymore because hes taking up 99% of my thoughts. Between his laugh, and his eyes? Gah i could just sit there and think for hours on end. And to think, last year in middle school? He hated me. He denies in now but i know he didnt like me. I didnt nessacarily prefer him either, but at least i accknowledged the fact that he exsisted i mean we had like a two hour class together! Ugh. Its whatever, the past is past, the present is a gift, and the future is the undecided, right? I'm going on so many different rants right now i swear im goin nuts!!! I just wish i could telll him how i feel. Maybe i will? Maybe i can? Nah probably wont, prabably cant, and ill sit here for however long i have to until he comes around. Which thats highly unlikely. i guess for now ill have to live off of my dreams of us. Not too much longer, Hopefully....