Love Style (Love Story Chapters 6-7)

Chapters 6-7

Chapter 6: Secrets

He had trouble accepting himself until a guy

down the hall saw him one day and made him

light up. The guy would always call out to him

and he would just hideaway. Never let that smile

or let his heart form. He always knew how far

he wanted to go, and being honest with himself

was not an option.

One day he was walking home and the guy stopped

him. Tried asking him for his name, but instead, he just

lied and ran away. The guy caught up to him and

said I know what you're going through. He just laughed

told another lie to avoid that hard smile which would

end with him crying.

His love style was a secret, a truth he felt that would

be more of a haunting than a blessing. He just sat

in his room asking himself would it ever be a possibility

for him to be loved even in secret. He thought he was

never going to be enough to be loved. He thought his

Love Story was nothing but a distant possibility. His

Love Style was always going to be him hiding and

always being afraid of really living.

He was afraid to write a different version of his love

story. He met up with the guy, he wanted to be clear he

was not looking for understanding, not sympathy. He

wanted this pain to be a distant memory. The

next moment they started talking and relating then

he leaned in and kissed him. He was shocked when the

guy kissed back.

He tried to pull away, but that feeling he couldn't stop

Flowing. He felt that smile forming, he felt his heart

Running telling him to stay doesn't move or it never happened.

For a moment his love style became Now or never. Yet he still

felt the need to hide. Then he once again lied and ran away.

But even for that moment, he thought what it would be

like what kind of life could have if he just stays. 

His love style became now or never. Not a hunting but a

beautiful blessing a possibility coming into a never breaking

reality. He hides by his bed crying as he said he wasn't ready

to rewrite his love story, as he said he wasn't ready to

embrace this new love style.

He was afraid to write a different version of his love

story, but he knows he's not far away from the truth

he keeps trying to turn into a lie.

Chapter 7: Truth

One day the guy caught him in the library writing

trying to keep a straight face, but the pain only rose

up from the paper to his eyes. His eyes filled up

as he crumbled and cried. He pushed everything

away crawled in the corner and revealed out loud

That truth he kept running away from him, he was able

to say it out loud. Reshape his Love Style even it

meant he would lose his forced smile. Even if it

meant having to admit that for a moment he didn't...

Love himself, It was that moment where he couldn't

breathe. His love style became the living truth as the

guy walked in and held him telling him you have

the strength to love yourself. He tried to pull away,

but he felt right and didn't move for a moment. The

truth he felt would be haunting turned out to be the

blessing what he really needed to be free. He embraced

more than the truth that day.

In his room on his bed, asking as many questions.

Does he have to change? Kept running through his

head and coming from his mouth. The guy looked at

him and laughed as he said your life doesn't change,

but the world does. It embraces you differently...

For a moment everything went away, sat by one

another. For a moment it was all he needed the

truth was a style of freedom. Feeling like a moment

misplaced, but it was a moment of love feels like

everything and the possibilities were becoming

realities.

Love himself, it was the moment where he could

breathe. His Love Style, the living truth as he held

him close and telling him thank you. He had the strength

to love himself fully. He pulled him close and told

him that it felt like a dream. His truth not haunting, but

a blessing. A confession that was nothing but a lesson

to learn and embrace a new love style.

He also found the beginning of his love story.