Agent X | THARNTYPE

CHAPTER || 8

THARN'S

Life is always unfair, it's always is, everytime that there's a good thing that was happening to your life there is always one big problem that'll ruin it, life was full of shit, people are shit, and you can never my mind

Now that I know all the shits that my mom cause, it became more shit I realize how shit my life is and I won't blame anyone in here I still respect my mother who never wants me to be happy, who always take my happiness away, she can't accept the fact that I was in a relationship with their business enemy, how crazy is that?

And what's more crazier is she was the one who causes our accident 3 years ago
and she didn't wanted to tell me my past because she was afraid that I'll hate her which is I will actually do that's so much bullshit

Flashback

"tell me mom" I said while looking directly to her eyes that she quickly avoided, what secrets are you hiding from me mom?

"I ah uh a-ahm i-" she said stuttering I don't know but I got a bad feeling about this, why the fuck can't she just say it that's why I cutter her off

"Enough with the bullshit just tell me who the he is or do you want me to hate you more!?" I already got enough I know that she has something to do about my past

"Why did you come to me in the first place!?" She shouted at me while standing up so I stand up as well

"Because you are my mother! And I know you have something to do with it! , you are my mother yet you kept all the things away from me because it has something to do with you!, was it hard to tell me the fucking name of the person in my past!?, was it hard to explain all to me!?, w-was it h-hard to not take all my happiness away?" I really can't hold it I really cry my heart out I just can't take it anymore, she kept all the things
Away from me for 3 fucking years and j hate the fact that I hate all of them for keeping it away from me and I know that all of them, all of the people who kept it away from me has something to do with my past, with my accident, our accident,

I don't know who to trust anymore

My mom just look at me thinking whether to tell it to me or not, or, tell me lies or truth

We were just like that, looking at each other both crying like a mess, I mean we were totally a mess

After a few minutes no one dared to talk nor move that's when I decided to break the silence, if she doesn't want to tell me then I'll find it myself, if mom knows something about my past well what could my father know?

"Fine, if you don't want to tell it to me I'll go find it myself, and forget that you have a son" I said as I storm off the house and quickly got on my car

I heard her saying 'sorry's ' 'forgive me' while crying but I don't give a fuck,  that won't make things better if she just told me all the details it won't be like this

After I got in the car I quickly drove off the mansion and drove to dad's company

Why it didn't come to my mind to ask my dad about my past? I feel so dumb for not asking him, I know why I can't ask him coz every time I ask my mom about my past, mom always changes the topic and dad seemed not to care about it

While I was driving I notice that there's a black car that I was assuming that was following, but I just shrug it off maybe we were just on the same way

But I do hope that he'll tell me all the details
I hope he'll let me have my happiness

Just wait baby I'll meet you soon