Love: You Are Mistaken

tell me how it feels

Siya's  provision

I always got betrayed still ,I have the guts to trust people, how is it even possible, I still remember how I was the only one who got  befooled by people, I was always alone since childhood as my both parents were working so i get matured before time but still I always craved for love, care but whenever I get it from somewhere I melt just like an ice cream and I hate this trait of mine utmost...

Aditi was there with me since two years but I never felt that I could share my feelings with her ,one day I cried in front of my mum that day I felt so helpless which lead to emotional breakdown eventually she didn't get the real reason but from that day I hated myself the most and also changed myself into the person with stone heart...

After 1 year....

Siya resumed her coaching and kept herself busy ,she get involved with people but never cared about them.....

There she met a guy named nayan he seemed  quite different as if other students were like dummies they just discuss about studying and the rest boys think that boys and girls are from different planets....

So among those aliens the one and only normal guy was nayan...

He kept on blushing in whole class whenever teacher asks any questions and he was so shy that he haven't initiated any conversation with anyone....

Siya kept on observing and after class she asked for his number so she can add him in the coaching group...

She found him interesting as he was acting so weird throughout the class..

After few days he messaged her asking for some notes and like this they started talking...

Siya was so rude to him though she talked to him but still she reply to his texts in two days or so but the guy never got pissed ..

Gradually at class they started making  fun of students, teachers acting like bros and this totally helped siya from distracting her mind....

They started hanging out while visiting to many places like museum, zoo and even he witnessed her most weird moments like she doesn't have money to pay for cobbler, she kept on tucking her jeans..

But he always laughed at her he liked  her the way she was, siya always told him that don't expect anything from me but he never asked for any tag of best friend , neither showed his possesion over her,simple shy observant guy who liked her poetries  alot..

Siya cherished him alot but never showed, she always listened to all his chatters and he used to listen hers like perfect distractions for each other from their busy life...

They used to spent alot of time in cafes drinking coffee and playing silly games together, siya loved to plays thumbfights, handwrestlings and she always win by cheating....

It was so shocking that nayan have the same level of observing skill like siya had  , she never told much about herself to him but still by his great obeservance he knows alot about her (she was impressed.)

Whenever she gets frustrated or angry on her rommates he was always there for her as a stranger or as a good friend.

Siya was thankful that after all this hell like experience she has two people who will never judge her and never feel ashamed to introduce her as their friend i.e aditi and nayan...

She heard a statement by her so called townmate or you can say a very old friend that "they will also leave her just like others"but it never felt right to her.

Everyone was chasing for their dreams and finally siya also completed her graduation and now it's time for her to leave...

She bid goodbye to all special people
Crying and promising to stay in touch but somewhere inside she knew that nobody will remember her, she left..
promising to leave all the toxic memories there itself..

Precap :siya started her new life in new city.....

Reader here comes the surprise which you all aren't prepared for now I am going to justify my title of book....

Thank you ❤