I still haven't talked to Chris and It has been four days . I have gotten closer to max tho .
Today they have 3 games today . And 2 football games . Why does my brother play so many sports !?
My phone went of it was max
"Hey baby"
"Hay max"
"You coming to the games today?"
"Basketball yea but I might not go to the football ones. "
"You have to go to the football ones"
"And who said ?"
"I said !"
"Why do I have to come ?"
"Because you'll get to see the old squad . I need you to meet them ."
"Ugh."
"Good so your coming "
"Never said that"
"Whatever Liyah I have to get ready to go . Bye bae! "
"Bye Max."
Ugh how much I love that boy ,As a friend tho , I miss Chris . I miss his muscles and his smile . His deep voice but I'm still mad at him . But I haven't talked to him so I don't know if he has cut her off or not . I might talk to him today .
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We are on the way to pick up max and Shawn because they didn't have a ride .Shawn sits with ques and max sits with me in the back .
I was listening to music but then max texted me
M-What's wrong ?
I didn't say anything back but max knew I read it .
When we got there me and my mom payed to get in and she went to the bathroom like she always does before a game . When I walk in to the gym I don't see Chris . So I just sit down . He came in right before they started playing . He looked rough . Liked he had not got any sleep . When the game started he wasn't playing like you does play . He was passing bad and shooting bad too.
When the game was over they had won by 1 point .
When Chris was outside the gym getting water I walked out there and stud behind him until he got done
He tried to get past me but I pushed him into a closet .
"What's wrong?" I asked
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"Really ? All you got to do is tell me did you cut her off or not . That's all you got to do . Because we didn't brake up yet . So did you or did you not cut her off?"
".........I -I did cut her off ,but " he paused " it looks like you and max have something going on "
"Shit , we don't ok . He does like me but that doesn't men that I like him . I like you , no I only love you , just you . Only you . And yes I was a bitch that day but was because I loved you , and if you need time to think about what I just said go on take all the time you need but just know I do love you .
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I pushed him out the way and left the closet . He ran after me and kissed me . It was like the first time we kissed .
"But you do have to worry about the other girls I talk to . But I love you too."
That was the last time we talked
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"Ok . But when the game starts I'm going to need you to don't think about what you were thinking about today . "
"Ok"
I left and walked to the gym . I wanted to talk to Chris so we could solve the problem of us . I need him just to drop all the girls he talked to just like I did with all the boys I talked to . But he wants to be difficult .
I walked into the gym and see Chris working on shooting .
"Knock knock"
"Hey"he said with no emotion
"Hey"
"Why are you here ?"
"Because I need you to just drop the girls you talk to like I dropped the boys I talk to and just say you want to have me as your forever girl . Just say you love me and it will go back to how it used to be !"
"I love you . I did drop the girls I talked to . I did . "
He came up to me and put his arms around my waist and kissed me . After a minute or two of kissing he put his tongue in and we played tongue wars and then we went back to kissing then stopped . He look right at me .
"I love you ok. I will always love you . I wasn't mad , I was scared of losing you . I love you Liyah !"
"I love you to Chris ."
"Are you bout to go home ?"
"Yea"
"Let me walk you "
"Nahh, I'm good I have to stop by a friends house and give her her bat . But thanks"
"Ight, " he grabs me again and kisses me "I love you ."
Pulled him back and kisses him "I love you too"
As i walks away he hits my butt .and it hurt too.
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As I was walking home I saw Tj ."Hey Tj "
"Bitch !"he pushes me down I drop my softball bag . I get back up but he pushes me into a alley and he takes of my jacket and starts kissing my neck . Then he puts his hand in my shirt and then he ripped it off . He starts feeling on my body . I tried to stop him but he just punches me and ties my hands back .
He put his hands in my pants but doesn't do anything . He starts to pull my pants off . But I hear Chris calling my name ."Liyah!"
Tj runs and leaves me there .
"Chris ! " I said weakly
"Liyah , omg" he paused "what happened to you ?"
"Tj.."
"He tried to rape you ? " I nod " fuck !!! And I wasn't there to help you . I told you I was going to be there for you but I wasn't . " he starts crying .
"Get my phone and text my mom that I'm staying at a friends house."
"Alright ."texting "done. She said ok."
"Can I stay with you tonight ?"
"Of coarse you can !! Come on let's get you covered up ."
He picks me up and takes me to his house . Man I love him .
"I love you Chris "I said as he lays me on his bed .
"I love you too , but I messed up by not walking you home !!!!"
"No you didn't . And can I use your shower . And some of your clothes ?"
"Yea. "
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We both took a shower and Chris is cleaning up my cuts and bruises ."Ow."
"Sorry.... Last one ........ And we are done . "
"Good . Can we watch a movie or something ?"
"Yea, what you wanna watch?"
"Dumb and dumber ?"
"Yea , that's my shit"
"You something else boy !"
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Half way into the movie I fell asleep . Chris picked me up and put me in his bed . He turned off the TV and came in the bed with me and put his arms around my waist and said"I love you , I promise nothing will happen to you again "
Well I love him too!!
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Its my story
RomanceLiyah is the name . Its been hard in my love life as you can say . But I'm only 15. But it all started when my brother joined his traveling basketball team...........