Bodyguard /PJM/

Fancy

Yuna's P.O.V.

" I don't understand why I am being attacked."

I say, "She seems to be obsessed with you....And she might be someone who knows no limit"
He sighs.......
I don't know why but I feel like reassuring him that I will take care of it before any terrible thing happens. I want him to be hugged.

One hug from someone precious is all it takes!

This silence isn't awkward ......I excuse myself to my room.

It's nice  to  take a bath .......... I like how staying under the water separates me front the world........ I hum and sing for myself and my satisfaction..............
I finish bathing when I am satisfied. I wear my oversized top and step out of the washroom.......
I forgot to bring my pajama.....
I wear my pants and go back in the washroom to semi-dry my hair..... I come out and see Jimin on my bed.

I realize it has been around an hour and say, " Sorry for leaving your side for a long time."
He says, " We are inside and nothing much can happen anyways..Make yourself at home."

He's still on my bed and I am sure he didn't come here to listen my apologies. I ask, " How may I help you?"
"Will you be my drinking buddy?"
He looks down while asking this.

I smile for a second ...he must need someone to console him.. I wish I could join him but I CAN'T.
I am not supposed to be drinking...it's not allowed in my religion... But then,it's not like I actually worry about my religion.... I have a religion by born but I don't abide by the rules.....
Guilt hits me ...and I hesitate to answer him.
He says, " You don't need to drink. Just sit and listen to me."
I nod and we head out for the balcony...I didn't notice it before but it connects my room and his bedroom.....The balcony is circular around the corner.

We sit and stare at the night lights....it's peacefully bright ........
He asks, " Which country are you from?"
I don't say Korean as it's gonna be too lame.
I am not Asian. No one knows about my real identity.....So who is he to know?
I say, " I have grown up in Korea." 
He doesn't say anything and drinks beer.
    
I ask, "Is it normal for male idols to have female bodyguards?"
He says, " Well, according to CEO Bang, you have worked for many famous stars ......... Have protected them overseas and"
He pauses ---- " you were never emotionally attached with them"

I smile a bit listening him praise me in his drunk voice. At the same time, I realize how much of a loner must have I been.
I bow to show that I am thankful.......he continues his drink....
Currently we are standing by the balcony........  He's standing with the drink in his hands and I am just wondering... wondering.......
Do I deserve this ?????

I am here, standing by the person ...whom I left my family,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I should snap out of it .... I can't show my that side...

Park Jimin says, " What's your age ?"

" 21 years old."

" Why did you chose this carrier...and why ..when you were so young ?"

This is the kind of conversation I was scared of having with anyone.
He already knows about my work experience... obviously..... Before hiring, they obviously checked...if I qualified enough...

I make up my mind and say the truth .
" It was my dream, to be like my mom."

He nods and I wonder if this is how he felt earlier when I was listening to him talking. It feels reassuring....I wonder if this how having a friend feels like....

Without my permission, I slowly open up.....

Now he knows about me ...HE KNOWS  SOMETHING REAL ABOUT ME......