Being Rejected

The Perks of Being Rejected

Hi! Ako nga pala si Brianne, 15 years-old  at 3rd year highschool na din. So um, well , mukha akong masaya , pero hindi eh. Broken ako ngayon. Just remember na behind every smile, may mga pinagdadaanan din ang mga tao, lalo na 'ko na sugat at pagod na. As usual, I really 'effin hate PUBERTY, it  freaking sucks you know! Haha, back in  Grade 1st, parang wala lang, wala sa isip yang crush-crush na yan. Pero once nag-open ang mind mo sa love, nako nakaka-bobo , masakit, at tandaan; ang love nananakit ng tanga yan. Well , isa na ako dun. Alam ngyo guys ang " FAKE FRIENDS" ? Sarap sapatusin ehh! Kasi , may way sya na quote na 'Bestfriends Tell Each Other Secrets'. So yeah tanga ako nung time na yun, and naloko ako. As a bestfriend, yeah I 'effin told her nay crush. But then tomorrow, I noticed something fishy. My classmates were asking me about my crush. Then it 'effin got worse. My crush chatted with me with anger telling me that I was flirting with him and I have a crush on him. Of course; I denied it as much as possible, but he called me "NADINE FEELER" and I don't want to tell you guys the reason why. I really don't have the strength to tell you guys, I know; I'm sorry guys. Because I will breakdown again, masaya pa naman ang panahon. So sa school, I was walking and building up my courage, my point is to thank my guy-friend for helping me out in our Math Test.  But once I said thank you, I forgot to say the name , and here my crush furious, he said go away and I shall leave him alone. That cut through my heart, but nasa school ehh. Nakakainis, gusto ko tumakbo ss bahay namin at dun, mag move-on.  Sinasaktan ngya yung damdamin ko slowly by telling me hindi kami friends, at hindi ngya ako magugustuhan. Lol na lang, ayoko na ma-inlove at masaktan ulit guys, so girls move-on din tayo!