• Jealousy • [ Hopekook ff ]

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Hoseok woke up the sun hitting his face through the window. He groaned and sat up, he looked around his room seeing his coloring things are arranged while he saw a bottle and a pacifier beside his bed.

He smiled at the thought how his best friend accept him. He put back all of his Little things inside his closet.

He checked the time and it was 9:00 am, he got up and went to his bathroom. He got undressed and hop in to have a warm shower. He felt the warm water touch every inch of his body.

He kept thinking on how will the other members will accept him. He then though about there fans, he always receive hate and if everyone know, he will get more hate.

He didn't realized his crying so he quickly hop out and grabbed his phone on the counter of his sink and took out the blade.

He made a very deep long cut above some healed ones. Right now he doesn't feel anything. He only felt relief. He then made 4 more in the total of 5. He then rinse it out with water. He smiled and put back his blade.

He got out and wore some grey sweatpants with a black sweat shirt and brushed his teeth and hair. He grabbed his phone and went down stairs seeing the other members eating.

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"Good morning hyung." Taehyung greeted showing off his famous boxy smile. Hoseok just faked a smile at him.

"Hoseok- ah, aren't you gonna eat?" Jin asked while bitting his sanwich.

"No thank you, i'm not hungry." Hoseok faked a smile to him.

"Hyung, you have to eat, it's been awhile since the last time i saw you eating." Jungkook said throwing the apple core to the trash.

"It's fine i'm not hungry." He said fixing his hair.

"But hyung-" Jimin was about to speak when Hoseok cutted him.

"No buts, i'm not hungry, seriously." Hoseok said and faked a smile to the members.

"Come on, we only have 2 days left before MAMA." he looked at all the members and faked a smile and got out to go to the van. While he left the other members dumbfounded.

"Guys, there's really something going on with Hoseok." Namjoon said putting on his shoes.

"We need him to eat something, you will never knew what will happen." Yoongi said.

"Wow, i never knew Yoongi hyung cares about us." Jimin joked earning a smack from the head.

"Idiot, ofcourse i care for all of you." Yoongi said getting up going to the van.

"Come on guys, we have to go now." Jin said and grabbed the keys from the counter.

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They got all inside the van and no one dared to speak until they arrived to the Bighit building. Hoseok was the first one to come out followed by the other members at the back. He was greeted by their fans as he faked a smile to all of them.

When they got inside they straight go to the dance room. Hoseok did his same routine before starting, he stretched his legs and arms while on the other hand Jungkook, staring, agian.