Bakudeku x depressed reader

basic info

Y/N- your name
L/N-last name
F/C- favourite colour
N/N- nickname

Your quirks:
Demon quirk- you have the same sort of gifts as a demon. You find this quirk hard to control and it can get out of hand easily so you try not to use it but if you're angered it will activate on it's own.

Neko quirk- you class this quirk as useless and annoying so you never use it. When activated you sprought cat ears and a tail and turn into a neko and it takes over a week to turn back.

Fire quirk- you can make purple flames erupt from anywhere on your body and can make shapes and animals with the flames and tell them to find help or send a message to someone if you need help.

Backstory;
From a young age your parents abused you and when you gained your quirks you thought your parents would change and be proud but instead continued to abuse you and forbid you to use your quirks so you never learnt how to control them properly.
For some reason you didn't tell anyone and kept it to yourself and if someone where to ask about your cuts and bruises then you would say you fell or make up some lame excuse.
Before you started UA you went to the same middle school as izuku midorya and katsuki bakugou. You and izuku where close friends and you stood up for him whenever bakugou was being an asshole.
Even though you two where close friends izuku didn't know about your home life but was quite suspicious and concerned whenever you came into school with a black eye or something.
After a while izuku told a teacher about his suspicions and they sent police and pro hero eraser head to see if everything was ok at home, unfortunately they came into your house and found you on the ground covered in blood with your mother and father stood over you. Your mother was holding you down while your father punched you several times in the face and in the stomach. The police and aizawa where horrified at the sight and dragged you parents away in handcuffs while you where put in the back of an ambulance to be sent to hospital. As you where being lifted into the back of the ambulance you made eye contact with your parents and they started yelling horrible stuff at you like:

"You're worthless!"

"Horrible demon child!"

"You should just die!"

"Wish I never had you!"

Then they where placed into the back of the police car and where driven away. The last thing you remember was seeing aizawa climb into the back of the ambulance, sit next to you and tell you you're safe and that everything would be ok.

Present time:
Y/N pov
I'm sat on my bed all alone in my dorm like I am every night. I'm sat there blade I'm my right hand like it is most nights  as I'm sat there slicing away at my left arm trying to make the outside feel the same pain as I'm feeling on the inside. Your parents words where going through your head and other dark thoughts that resulted in an extra cut.

'I'm worthless!'

'I should die!'

'Why am I still here?!'

Thses thoughts rushed through my head over and over until both my arms where covered in cuts with thick crimson blood dripping onto my black carpet beneath me. Once I was done I hid the blade in the dresser underneath some of my clothes and made my way to the bathroom to clean up my arms and bandage them up. I grabbed the once white wash cloth (now stained red) and began to run it under the cold water. Once it was wet enough, I  slowly and gently rubbed it up and down each arm clearing up all the blood. Then I reached for the first aid kit under the sink and grabbed a roll of bandages and wrapped them around both my arms.
I went back into my room put my pyjamas on and got into bed trying to ignore my throbbing arms while silently crying myself to sleep hoping I won't wake up tomorrow.

A/N
Hey everyone this is my first fan fiction and I hope you enjoy this.