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Anfal's p.o.v
I can home frustrated and tired all by walking for last 50 minutes.
I thought that Hasan will drip me and thats why I sent my driver back but Hasan left me.
I ran towards my room.
Maids were cleaning my room.
"Get out!!"
I said as soon as I enter in my room.
They looked at me confused cause they knew I can't bear untidiness but that time I was more frustrated than a tidy person.
" ARE YOU DEAF?? CAN'T YOU HEAR? I SAOD OUT!! RIGHT NOW!!!"
I shouted pointing towards door.
They both quickly ran out.
I locked the door and lied on bed.
Tears started welling up in my eyes.
I had never witnessed this much embarrassment in my whole life that much I had to go through today.
I had no one to share my pain.
No mom, no dad, no friends and now neither Hasan. I was in this state today because of him. If he had not left me then I won't be facing that all.
With heavy heart I went towards washroom thinking that may be a long and soothing shower can help.
After taking shower I lied on bed clenching my pillow closed to my chest.
Tears started wetting my face.
Suddenly I remembered Afaq' s smile when I apologized to him and instead of insulting me back he talked with me politely and even took whole blame on him.
"Why can't I be like this?? Smiling for real and genuinely ?"
I asked to myself in a shaky voice.
I have always been the one who misbehave with everyone due to satisfaction of her ego. But do I truly get satisfied after insulting other's?? And here on this question Anfal Murataza stops everytime.
I stood up and stood in front of mirror.
"I don't have anyone to share my feelings. Am I that bad that no one wants me??"
I questioned myself again looking at my reflection.
"Why? Why it has to be always me who gets alone at the end of the day?? I may be rude but this is what I learnt from my parents. Isn't so?? Whenever I used to ask my mom to help me in my homework she always used to ignore me. Whenever I asked dad to attend my school meetings he always used to scold me that I am disturbing him. This is what they taught me. I am acting upon their given advices and keeping their given attitude then why I end up being alone when they all have millions of people with them? Why I feel depressed when they smile all day? Why my nights becomes dark while theirs are sparkling?? Why???"
She cried loudly throwing things from dresser all around in room.
"No one wants me. No one wants Anfal!!"
I whispered tiredly opening the drawer of dresser and picked a bottle from there.
"Sertraline"
Was written on it with bold letters.
"Only I want you and you want you. How could I live without You?"
I question looking at my antidepressant pills.
I opened it and saw only 3 tables there.
"Very bad now I have to go any buy you ."
I poured and gupled the all 3 tables with water in one breath.
My head started pinning.
I threw bottle aside and fell on closing my eyes.
"I don't get attracted by caked face and bare bodies!!!"
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Anfal's Ibtihaj ✔
Spiritual" I do!!" She said in shaky tone. It was still unbelievable for her that her dad made her deal with a Mafia king just for some pennys. She could see the smirk of her ownership in his eyes and a golden cage in which she will have to spend her rest o...
