The New Jersey boys

Part 75

we had all talked for a while and we where just chilling
mattia: oh yeah george I forgot to mention we aren't really a gang anymore we don't do that illegal stuff no more we just chill skate and vibe
me:oh cool
fuckshit:I heard your psycho ex and ur stalker and like.....stalking you
me:yeah aha
Ruben:shit that sucks ass
me:yeah I know, I wouldn't be here without mattia
ray:how do you know each other?
me:uhhh we'll...
you tell the full story in detail
fuckshit: fuck! Shit! that's hard
me:yup
mattia: k I'm going to the store george get to know these guys and I'll see you later
me:bye, get me a soda
everyone else: cya
Ruben:soo uhh... how long have you known mattia?
me:only since the beginning of junior year
Ruben: oh shit we are in the same year
me: aha yeah
me:I'm gonna go lay down I feel a bit sick
ray: if you need anything call us
me: I will
you walk upstairs and sit on your bed
You burst into tears
you pull out your phone and text kairi

my love 🥺💖

me:
hey, Kai you mean the world to me
I love you more then life itself but we,
can't be together I will never let you be
in danger and us being together causes
so much danger to you so your safety is
more important than my happiness
you would always put me first so now it's
my turn turn to protect you, kairi I want you
To listen to me very carefully, if anyone asks
You have heard nothing from me, you haven't
Seen me since I left, I'm safe and I'm fine
There is no need for you to worry, please stay safe
my little butterfly, I love you more than myself
I love you
more than my family
more than mattia
More than singing
More than life
stay safe please I need
You safe ❤️
We will find each other again one day
   -yours truly

you sit on your bed and cry so loudly you have to cover your mouth all your memories flush back and you sit and remind yourself of your first kiss at the park
to put yourself if it you pick up the guitar in the corner of the room and start playing butterfly's repose as it's a song you sing and or listen to when ur sad
" darling I'm right here"
You hit the high note perfectly
"Close your pretty eyes"
"M-my butterfly"
baby have no fear"
"The futures looking-
someone opened the door
Me:uhh who's there
Ruben opens the door: uhh I heard you singing and came to check on you
me:sorry you had to hear me singing
Ruben:you where amazing, I don't wanna interrupt, continue
He said as he sat starring at you
Me; uhh ok
You pick up the guitar
"The futures looking bleak
Your will to live is weak , but hunny hold on for me
I know ur an Angel
But it's nit ur time to fly now
We need you here
On earth
Stay right here
I'll stay here right with you my dear
Look up to the the sky
And show I am still alive
Because you want me to be"
You play the last cords and stop
You tuck ur hair behind your ear and look at him
Ruben: i- wow
You smile and blush
Ruben: could you do another
Me:uhh sure
you pick up the guitar and start playing young and beautiful by Lana del ray
"...hots summer night, mid July just you and I where forever wild the crazy day city lights the way you would play with me like a child.. will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful will you still love me when I've got nothing but my aching soul, I know you will, I know you will I know that you will with you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful I've seen the world lit it up as my stage now.."
You finish the song
ruben:uhm wow ur really talented
he moves closer and you two are face to face you can feel his breath on your skin you go to kiss him when mattia opens the door
Mattia:oop- I'm interrupting something
He leaves
We both laugh and fall on the bed
he face eachother and smile

Rubens pov
Georgie is the most pure gorgeous person I have ever met, she is perfect
She was asleep in my arm I play with her hair as she sleeps
Her phone pings and I see a message from "unknown" who could that be
you open it as she has no password for some reason and reads it
"I've got ur precious little devin and Celia
your precious Beatrice is with josh
and alvaro is well.. dead PAHAHA
I could kill your favourite little weston right now, meet me at our place and every thing will be fine"
your eyes widen you have no idea who any of them are but I can tell they are important you shake Georgina
Me:George george GEORGE GET UP

Your POV
me:WHATS UP!
Ruben passes you your phone
You read the messages and read that Alvaro is dead you drop your phone and fall in Rubens arms you just sob so hard
it's over, life without al means nothing
Ruben doesn't ask what's up he just holds you and rubs ur back
you start kinda shouting sobbing (I hope you get what I mean)
You sit up and wipe your tears
Me:alvaro was my b-brother, he was my everything he was here with me since day 1 how do I configure without him?
Ruben:you've got us
You finish reading the text and see alejandro said he has ur sister and he could kill Weston
Me:I HAVE TO GO SEE HIM
Ruben:what! No are you crazy!?
Me: MY SISTER AND BEST FRIENDS LIFE ARE AT RISK IDC IF I DIE THEY HAVE TO BE SAFE
Ruben:ok but we are coming with u
Me:ok

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