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Zayla - understanding me

Mates.

For humans it can be many things lovers, friends, acquaintances.

For vampires, it's a constant reminder of the life they are forced live in death, it's a sacred hope that they know will be ripped away from them with one bite, the last piece of their soul that exits.

And for wolves, well for wolves it's everything! It's every happiness, every heartbeat, every flutter in your stomach rolled into one person!

Their smell, their taste! Everything about them is intoxicating!

For most wolves finding your mate is relatively easy, every year wolves of age come into our pack territory for my parents yearly ball, and every year someone leaves with their mate on their arm.

For 21 years I've dreamed about the day I'd meet mine.

Who is he? What does he look like, does he want me like I want him?

Every day I get dressed up, going all out to look as beautiful as possible, to make sure he notices me, And every day I leave the state of consciousness disappointed.

You see the thing about my mate is, unlike my older brothers Drayden and Draxel who are twins, I didn't meet my mate when I turned 15 like they did. No.

Draxel and Drayden were lucky! Draxel mated to one of my parents best friends daughters, kimber.

We'd known her our whole lives so when it turned out that she was not only Draxels mate but the future Luna of our pack everyone was thrilled.

And why wouldn't they be, she's amazing!

It was only 3 short weeks after Draxel and Kimber mated that Drayden found his mate Blair.

But my mating, sigh well my mating is a lot more complicated.

You see unlike everyone else, who gets the chance to meet their mates at 15, I met mine way before that.

I mean way, way before that.  The only problem is that,  I guess I should specify that I've never actually met him in person.

My first run in with my mate was at the tender young age of 6.

My parents and I were visiting my uncles Silas, and Thackery to discuss pack business, it had been a busy day of meetings when my parents decided that with my uncles, my younger cousin Kasyn and my aunt Milani. we'd all go to the lake to swim and have fun.

The 3 boys were running wild around the bank, our mothers were sunbathing and our fathers were cooking near the shore. Me on the other hand I was busy chasing butterflies.

I had found this beautiful neon blue butterfly 🦋 fluttering off in the distance so I took off after it, nearly catching it as it shuffled through the tree line.

It pulled me further and further into the woods until I was surrounded in darkness, and the butterfly was gone.

Getting scared, I started to cry! I could no longer see my family or even hear them over the sound of the wind slamming against the trees.

"Shh little Lux it's going to be alright"  his voice was so deep it scared me, yet calmed me all at once.

Jumping up onto my feet I searched around for the owner of the voice but I came up short.

I was alone, or at least I thought until he spoke again.  "you really shouldn't be here my little Lux"

Sniffling into the sleeve of my dress, I searched around again and found nothing, but I know I heard him.

His voice was so calming, even as a child I craved to hear it again. "Who are you?"  Searching around again I hoped and prayed that I'd catch even a glimpse of the owner to that soothing melody he called a voice.

But instead I hear nothing and saw nothing, my dad came and found me right after that, he scolded me about running off, reminding me that even though we were on safe territory, I needed to be with someone at all times.

I tried to understand, I really did! But even at 6 he called to me on such a primal level that I couldn't help but search him out.

After that, I didn't see or hear anything from the mysterious man again until I was 13.

It was an odd day for me, I had just started my period and my brothers and I were butting heads at an unusually high rate, so I stomped off into the tree line behind our house.

I knew I was safe there, being as it was the only place I was allowed to go where my father nor my brothers ever seemed to bother me.

Throwing myself down on the tree stump of a old forgotten tree, I couldn't help but cry out my frustration! Why today of all days did aunt flow decide it had to be her first visit into my life.

Why couldn't my brothers understand that I didn't need them getting pissy over me growing up, it wasn't like I had control over my bodies natural age progression, I mean I wasn't a vampire.

After sitting on the old mossy stump for a good hour, my tears finally died out, my body was in the last stages of calming with slight hiccups making themselves noticed every few minutes. That's when I heard him for the 2nd time.

"Oh my little Lux, you certainly have grown." 

His voice shocked me to my core, and I was up on my feet a little too fast that I lost balance.

until ever so lightly his hand that was slightly calloused yet gentle touched my shoulder, halting my fall and effectively halting my breath.

I felt him chuckling in amusement at my clumsiness "be careful my little Lux."

"My name is Zayla, I don't know who Lux is" I squeaked out feeling his hand push the hair over my shoulder , before a deep chuckle ran through his body so forcefully that it shook in my own.

"Oh but Zayla, you will always be my little Lux" his voice was far more amused this time, as I whipped around to look at him, but to my luck he was gone.