"This Time" (Oneshot)

"THIS TIME"

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Jiyong looks at the specific folder in his laptop. How long its been since he started keeping their pictures together? It started way back when they were still trainee it should be just for fun but things change as he becomes more aware of her.

"Dara" he called in his mind. It had been years since then.

During these past years BigBang and 2NE1 achieved great things together but despite those successful years' changes is inevitable that affect greatly their careers and lives.

As BigBang left the spotlight momentarily to fulfill their obligation to their country he didn't quite anticipate that there will be more turmoil to be thrown at them.

His days inside that camp give him enough time to sort out his priorities and what exactly he wanted. It will not be easy but its worth it.

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"Jiyong-ahh" Dara called in her mind as she read the articles in the news. It has been a month since Jiyong finished his military service but never hears anything from him yet.

When 2NE1 disbanded it causes a great impact in their lives that also left painful marks in their hearts. As she remembered those days she couldn't help but shed tears as those were the times where everything falls into darkness.

It was a sudden turn in their career. And the pain still lingers at this very moment despite her successful solo career and many projects despite almost two years of hiatus. For her, days with 2ne1 can never be compared to anything as it was the happiest memories in her life.

And also those days she spent joyfully with him.

Now as she continues reading the articles she couldn't help but cry. It's happening again; she tried to hold her tears so her manager wouldn't notice.

She's worried about him as she knows how it feels to lose something that you spend years to be build with people whose like family to you. She couldn't bear to imagine what he's feeling right now.

"Jiyong be strong" Dara whisper in between sob.

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JIYONG POV'S

"I'm sorry hyung? I said in low ton as I stared at SeungHyun. When my military service ended it took me weeks to decide before to finally contacted him.

I felt responsible for everything. All this time I didn't know that Hyung had depression till the news. I somehow felt relieved when he agreed to come to my house.

"Yah, don't be like that there's nothing to be sorry for," Hyung said topping my shoulder.

"But I didn't know Hyung, as a leader, it's my responsibility to look after you guys and-"

"And you did, you took care of as very well man, it was just us who mess up and failed you," he said cutting whatever I'm about to say.

"No! If I really just pay attention more to you guys, none of this well happened, You, Deasung, and our stupid Maknae" I argued.

"Haha at least one of us didn't give you headache right" Top smirked as I didn't mention Yongbae's name.

"You wrong about that Hyung, these days I can barely look at Yongbae. When he got out all he did was being clingy to his wife" I commented mockingly.

Just remembering how when I had to call Hyo Rin as Youngbae wouldn't pick up my call and I felt goosebumps hearing that jerk whining. I was like WTF, is this how marriage turned Yongbae into? Out of us, five Youngbae was the less who had dating news. And who would have thought that he was to first who'll get married?