I love you stranger

CHAPTER IV: A Year After

His eyes don't lie
It is where his pain
Lies and an undying
Love he's willing to give

   

                       2 years after

Zemythe's POV

Well it's just the
Same typical day
I have, a day in the
Office with patients
With mental illness
Or disability but hey
I have one patient
Who just survived
Cancer but had a
Cardiomyopath
She's lucky to survive
I helped her recover
From her pain and
Trauma and luckily
She did and she
Recovered.

But i didn't.
I couldn't recover
From the trauma
I had for the last 2
Years wherein
I've let go someone
Who played the best
Role in my life.

I can help people
Recover from their
Pain but i couldn't
Help my self to do so.

I missed adrian so much.
I always wondered on
How he's been doing
Lately did he eat
His meal is he ok
Is he doing great
Is he loving someone
Else or had he recovered?

I missed him so much
I loved him too much
That i can't forget how
To loved him.

After work i managed
To go to Harrison park.
How the sunset reminds
Me of the times we've
Spent together. It
Was already 2 years
Since the last time i
Went to this place.

I was about to watch
The sunset to end
When a boy said.

Boy : Ma'am sorry to interrupt
          But we're closing.

Zemythe : Um, sorry the last time
                    I remember this place
                   Is open 24/7.

Boy : Yeah that was 1 year ago
           Ma'am.

Zemythe : Oh i see.

Boy :  Thank you for your
            Cooperation ma'am.

Zemythe : No problem.

*Sighs

Well that was disappointing,
I came at a really bad timing
I guess.

I visited my dad.
Cause i just missed
Him. I know his birthday
Was just yesterday but
I really needed him
Now. I lost all of the
Most important man
In my life my father
My man.

Zemythe : Hi dad i missed you
                   I know i visited
                   You yesterday but
                   Just need to see you
                   I just don't know why
                  I kept losing people i
                  Love the most. Dad, if
                  You can hear me calling
                  Out for you, help me out,
                  Hear me out.

*sobbs in tears

Zemythe : I just dont know what to
                   Do anymore i feel so lost
                   Again.I feel so alone and
                   Empty again pleaseeee
                   Please help me out.
                   Help me be happy again.

*Wipes down her tears.

Zemythe : Dad if you hear me
                    Help me i know
                    You're always there
                    And i know you won't
                   Fail me dad, i gotta go
                   Dad bye i love you and
                   I miss you.

I drove my wqy to thr house
And my mom was there
Usually with uncle ed.
They we're sitting on
The couch watching netflix.

As long as uncle ed is in a
Relationship with mother
The guilt i felt inside
Will always be there.

I was about to walk up
The stairs when my
Mom called me....

Ivy: Zem

Zemythe : Yes mom?

Ivy : Grace and i are going to
          The movies tomorrow
           With your uncle ed.
           Are you going with us
          Tomorrow?

Zemythe : Um no thanks
                    But im going to eat
                    My lunch there.

Ivy : Ok see you then.

There's no way in hell
I going out with my family
With that guy.

I just miss him so
Bad and i couldn't
And i shouldn't ask
Uncle ed like " Hey uncle
Ed how's adrian doing
I'm asking you cause
We broke up 2 years ago"
I can't do that they're
Gonna find out
That we have a history
Like that'll be awkward
As hell.

If only i could tell
You the truth but
I couldn't i hope
You know how
Much i love you
Please be ok even
When you're
Without me i hope
You'll get someone you
Deserve i love you Adrian