You Were Never Mine

Meeting Belle part 2

We have been sitting in my car for about 5 minutes in complete silence I can't stop staring at her

Belle says "it's rude to stare you know"

Cami says "I'm sorry, you're just so gorgeous, like your crazy beautiful, you know that! Its just hard not to stare"

*Belle Chuckles*

Belle says  "you're a cutie, you know that?"

Cami says "Gee thanks"

Belle says "where to?"

I had no clue where to take her, so I take her to my place, it's a little studio in my packs land but at least I get privacy, I invite her in and we sat on the sofa I was about to ask her if she wanted anything but before I could she climbed on top of me and started kissing me, damn her lips are so soft, my wolf was going crazy in my mind wanting to mark our mate, I was struggling to keep her at bay, my hands wonder and I grab her right boob and I hear her moan into my mouth, I keep massaging her boobs, my eyes are turning darker I don't think I can keep my wolf at bay anymore, I stop kissing her slowly and say "I want you Belle, I don't think I can keep suppressing my wolf" she smiles at me and kisses my nose and says "lets slow down love, we only just met today and I know its normal for wolfs to mate almost straight away but I'd like to get to know you better first, get to know the real you before anything physical happens" I look at her and smile and say "okay, we can take things slow, ask me anything you want to know"

Belle says "okay just tell me about yourself"

Cami says "alright, I'm 17 almost 18, this is my pack land ,my father is the alpha, we get on well, I don't get on great with my mother but it's not an issue, I love Oreo milkshakes and BBQ ribs with sweet potato fries, oh and I love garlic sauce with almost all my food its delicious lol, my best friend is a guy named Jonah, in my spare time I watch friends on replay... that's all I can think of right now, what about you?

Belle says "well I'm 18, I belong to the neighbouring pack, I just switched schools because they scrapped gymnastics at my old school & I'm hoping to get a gymnastics scholarship to college next year, I don't get on with my parents too well, they don't like the guy I started dating two years ago and it really strained our relationship, which reminds me I got to talk to him when I get back and let him know that I found my mate, I love Italian food my fave is shrimp pasta & I also love friends"

I guess I was just stuck on one thing she said, she said boyfriend right, that's what she said and I mean two years how serious is this relationship... okok I just gotta act cool she did say she was going to talk to him but like seriously wtf, 2 years! Fml

Cami says, okay tell me about this guy you've been dating?

Yeah way to play it cool smh!

Belle says, okay, um well his name is Jack, we met at a pack party, he is a member of blood vow pack and I guess we just hit it off, he drives down here to see me all the time and we get on really well, he had a mate called Vera but she died, I don't know how, he doesn't talk about it much and I guess he just comes across as a little cold, blood vow pack has a horrible reputation as you probably know so my parents just aren't okay with us dating even thou his pack helped us when we were having rogue issues etc, um also he is 29, dark hair, blue eyes and about 6 feet tall! That's all I can think of...

Cami says, oh okay, two years is a long time thou...

Belle smiles at me but doesn't say anything, and I'm starting to wonder if this is something I'm going to have to worry about, I've never believed in chasing anyone and I'm not about to start now! Whatever will be, will be I guess...

We decide to watch a couple episodes of friends and then I drove her home I didn't mean to be super quiet but I just had a lot on my mind..

I parked my car outside her pack house and gave her a lingering kiss on the cheek, she looked at me and said "bye Cami, ill see you tomorrow" I smiled at her and watched her go... 

on the drive back home I just couldn't stop believing the whole boyfriend situation but she was upfront about it so I just have to trust her, ill see her tomorrow anyhow.... 

once I'm home I decide to shower and go to bed, once in bed I text Belle saying, goodnight beautiful, miss you already. 

i waiting a little bit but she didn't get back to me, I guess at some point I fell asleep... 

i wake up in a panic and gasp, I look at my phone and see its 3am, my wolf is whimpering inside me and I have no idea what's happening, she won't talk to me, I'm trying to calm her down, I whisper to her Riley what's wrong but she won't say she just shut down, I still have a weird pain in my chest, I get up and get a glass of water but it's not helping it goes on for another 45 minutes, it's driving me nuts, at last in stops and I realised how relieved I 'am even Riley seems better even thou she still won't talk to me.. I decide to check my phone and still no reply from Belle... maybe she's sleeping even thou I have a weird feeling that she's not...