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8.

As the door slammed Draco softly whispered "I love you too" before falling off the chair and sobbing on the ground. This was all his fault. Harry was right. He was a piece of shit, he didn't deserve redemption. He didn't even deserve to have survived the war. He shouldn't be here. 

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As Harry slammed the door his tears start to fall. He rushed back to the Gryffindor tower. As he climbed thru the portrait Hermione and Ron ran to him. But he didn't want to talk to them. So he ran past them ignoring al their questions about what happened.

He ran to his dorm room and slammed the door shut behind him. He was glad to see that no one else was there. He laid on his bed, put a lock and silencing charm on the curtains, before starting to cry his eyes out. He had fucked up. He didn't mean what he had said to Draco. Harry knew Draco wasn't evil. Harry knew Draco had had no choice but to obey Voldemort. 

Harry also knew that Draco hadn't meant to use him. He knew Draco didn't want to hurt him. But it didn't matter now. Harry knew al this but couldn't stop himself from being angry. Not just angry at Draco but also at himself.  He was stupid enough to let himself fall for him. He was stupid enough to fuck everything up. Harry wasn't just angry at Draco, he was angry at himself. He was angry he had fallen in love.

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Draco hadn't realised when he had fallen asleep, but the next morning he was woken up by his phone ringing. When he picked up his phone he saw Pansy was calling him. He picked up:

Draco: "Pansy why are you calling me this early?"

Pansy: WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN BREAKFAST IS ABOUT TO BEGIN!! WE WERE AL WORRIED ABOUT! BLAISE SAID YOU HADN'T COME BACK TO THE DORMS AL NIGHT! WHERE EVEN ARE YOU!"

Draco shot up and looked at the time. It was five for seven, pansy was right breakfast was in five minutes. He looked in the. mirror. He looked like shit, He had red puffy eyes from all the crying, his hair was sticking up at random places and his outfit was al messed up.

Draco: "I'm sorry pansy, I fell asleep..."

Draco felt tears burning in his eyes again as he thought back to the night before. He tried his hardest not to start crying but he felt a single tear roll down his cheek.

Draco: "I'm coming to breakfast right now, give me a minute."

Pansy: "Okay, but you better tell me what the hell is going on!"

Draco: "Yeah yeah whatever, see you later."

Pansy: "Bye"

And with that Draco ended the phone call.

Draco looked around the RoR and saw that a closet had appeared. He opened it and saw that there were Slytherin robes in his size. So he took them out and changed his outfit. When he was done he fixed his hair. He looked at himself in the mirror. He still didn't look the best but that was okay. He smiled at himself testing his lips. He couldn't let his friends see him sad, he was a Malfoy after all and Malfoy's didn't show that kind of emotion.

As he walked out of the RoR he realised he was probably going to see harry there, and he really wasn't ready for that. But he had promised Pansy that he would come, so he walked towards the great hall, wondering what was going to happen.

As he sat down at the Slytherin table he immediately looked over towards the Gryffindors. But he didn't see Harry. He did see Granger and Weasley, looking a bit worried at the empty seat next to them. But Harry wasn't there. Draco didn't know if he should be relieved or worried that he wasn't there. But then Pansy started bugging him about where he was, so he had to come up with some stupid excuse.

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Harry hadn't slept all night. He has stopped crying somewhere, he wasn't sure when, but he still couldn't sleep. He felt so stupid, but at the same time, he felt that it was al Draco's fault.

Harry didn't have the energy to get out of bed, so he didn't. He hadn't taken the charmes of his curtains, so no one could get in. Ron had asked harry to come out, but Harry had just ignored him. He didn't need people worrying about him right now, he just wanted to be alone.

But he did have to go to class. So he got out of bed, put on his uniform and went to transfiguration. He didn't feel like sitting with Ron or Hermione, so he sat with a random girl from Gryffindor, he thought her name was Olivia, but he wasn't sure. She seemed really happy to have 'the chosen one' sitting next to her, but Harry didn't pay much attention to her. She did keep flirting with him, but Harry was thinking about Malfoy. 

After his classes, he went straight to his dorm and didn't bother to go have dinner. The next day he did go to all his meals again, but he was only thinking about Draco. He knew Draco was looking at him, but he didn't bother looking back, not thinking he could hold in the tears if he did.

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It had been two weeks of not talking with each other when Draco was walking down a hallway and saw two people snogging. When he walked past them he recognised one of them. Draco's heart almost stopped and he wanted to scream. Because there he saw Potter, snogging a Gryffindor girl, he thought something like Olivia or something, against a wall. But he didn't do anything, he just kept walking.

Over the next week, he kept seeing Potter with different girls, always kissing. Even in the classrooms and in the great hall. It was driving Draco mad.

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Harry had tried getting Draco out of his head. So he started snogging every girl that would let him. And that we're a lot of girls. It didn't work though, mostly because Harry was very gay and very much in love with Draco. But he didn't care, he had to do something. 

After a week of snogging every girl he could, almost always, he finally excepted that it. wasn't going to work. So when he stopped, he decided he should probably just try to focus on his friends. That is why Harry, after three weeks, sat with Ron and Hermione again. He told them what was going on, but they said they already figured something like that must have been happening since Draco had stopped bothering them.

It didn't go unnoticed to them that Harry was still sad, just as Malfoy. So after Harry and Draco hadn't spoken to each other for almost a month, Hermione came to Ron with a plan to fix it.

(a/n sorry that I haven't updated in so long, I was kinda busy with school, and I didn't really know how to continue. But this chapter is longer than the other one's!)