<TAEKOOK> the cafe

i love you....

*taehyung's POV* 

no, i dont want to lose him yet, he is too good, i cant let go, werent we justa hook up? WHY THE FUCK DO I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF TO HIM?! i think we are dating i guess...but is  it something deeper?

my thoughts fill me up as we walk towards his apartment, i can clearly hear his sobs, he is crying, because of me, THIS SCARS NOT EVEN HURTS! as he enters the apartment he walks inside leavinng me alone...no DONT!

PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ALONE LIKE EVERYONE DID! 

i found myself subconsciously running and jumping at him and hugging his back tightly , i bury my face into his muscular back as i feel him shiver beneath me jungkook, can you please listen to me? please..i would never cheat on you jungkook i swear, he stood still silent but i can feel him shiver, and some ofhis tears fell on my hands while hugging him.

i had to talk to him, i slowly let go and pull him into the living room and sit him on the couch, i sit on my knees infront of him while he was crying hard while clenching his fists over his thighs..its my fault, i had hidden this from him

i sigh and look down "jungkook.." i reached my hand out and wiped his eyes and the tears from his cheeks "i told you before i had an ex girl friend, kimi, right?" he nodded..." so you still like her huh?" he said in a low voice, i grabbed his hands "jungkook, i may be an ulzzang, but i am not shameful nor am i a hoe, i wouldnt have asked you out if i was dating her" "then why did she kiss you?" he angrily looked straight into my eyes "she said she wants to get back, but i refused, so she stalked me into that cafe and took the photo with you to grab my attention for me to come" i took out my phone and showed him our text and her photo on Instagram.

he calmed down and stared into his hands for abit, me still on my knees under him "i-im sorry i uhm..called you a cheater" "it is alright jungkook, you didnt know, but hey" i put my hand over his cheek "i think i..i m feeling weird around you, jungkook" he had put his hand over mine " is it that you feel tingles and knives at the same time? like something tingly and scary" i nodded and he smiled "taehyung, i love you" 

 he pushed me down onto the floor and got above me kissing me while supporting himself with his hands... fuck, now i am crying.." my tears escape my eyes again, we both sat up, then carried me bridal style, it was so embarrassing to cry that much infront of him so i have hidden my face into his neck, he gently laid me onto the bed and then got next to me, i looked sideways still sobbing and he smiled "i-i im sorry jungkook, i just feel weird okay? i dont want my heart broken again, i dont want to lose my happiness" he pulled me closer making my face get close to his chest, hugged his tight "taehyung, can you feel my heart beat?" i nodded " these right now are beats of relief that you are here  and that you did not cheat on me.. taehyung you make me weak" i hugged him tighter "dont leave me" "never baby" well tomorrow was a Saturday so maybe tomorrow we can hang out all day together me and jungkook, i dont have any appontment or photoshoots, hehe... we snuggled all night untill we fell asleep

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DOUBLE UPDATE MY LIL PERVERTS :> AUTHORNIM SAYS HI UWU LOVE YOU ALL btw the next 2 chapters are breaks from taehook, the first will be yoonmin <smut> and the next will be a namjin but no smut UWU love you