Imprinted

Chapter 8

I have told you a lot about myself, my family, and loved ones. At this point, I feel like you're quite trustworthy. Actually, the truth is you can't do anything that might threaten the way I feel about myself or even how others think of me. I'll just let you know that I'm not all bad. In fact, sometimes I hurt, of course not physically because that predicament would be simply impossible. I told you a while back about Audry. I mentioned how she came to visit me at my grave four days after my funeral. Well, I returned the favor and I went to visit her.

I know why I went for her when I was living, she is so amazingly beautiful and unpredictably lovely. After her visit, I sat there a while and watched her walk away from where I was buried. I decided to go after her and be in company of someone that loves me. I felt protective of this girl. She was soft spoken, but strong on the inside. She was able to give love and care to people , and I once was able to do the same for her. We went to her home, then into her room. I can see now due to the recent discovery of my death, the last time I was in this room, conversation wasn't pleasant.

Audry sat on her bed as I stood at the door watching her. I realize this sounds like something a stalker would do, but the reality of this is that she was a girl I was comfortable with and emotionally attached to. I grew observant and saw many items we shared together. There was a wall dedicated to us. We had pictures with smiles, kisses, funny faces, and apparent love. I didn't know I was soppy, but she pinned letters I wrote to her on the wall. There were 2 songs on this wall as well, the first was lyrics labeled "our song", the second was a song I wrote her. There are two reasons I know I loved this girl, I wrote her a song, which would have to mean a lot considering I don't like doing anything for anyone. Also, I already started feeling for her again.