I always mess things up. Something or someone good will lcome around and I will just run away like a coward or fuck it it. I really liked him and I ruined everything..
Well I'm know a way I can make the pain go away. I know a way to make sure I can't hurt him or any one else again.
I know where cal hides all his pills and vodka at. I'll do the same thing he did last night. But unlike him I won't have anyone to stop me.
Goodbye.....
