𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙔𝙀𝘼𝙍 𝙇𝘼𝙏𝙀𝙍
It's been one year today when I thought my life was at its lowest. I thought I could never be able to be happy again. But after everything I got through it.
Now let me catch you up. After I attempted me and my mom spent day and night talking and that helped me get through everything. After months of me getting better my mom helped me write music and helped me grow back my confidence so I could post them. My first video was the song I wrote about Zach. That song got the most attention from the media and even caught the eye of Atlantic Records. In the matter of 2 weeks I Hope was at 5 million views. I was flew out to Las Angeles.
By the time I walked out of the doors I was now singer/songwriter Noah Harmony.Now I'm in my shared apartment in Las Angelas living my dream. And not to mention I have and actual friend. His names Rickey Thompson and me and him are best friends. Not to mention we're roommates. Rickey is a YouTuber and a model.
Today was the day I got to go to a bunch of interviews. The one I was most excited about was when I get to go to genius. I'm sure you know what it is but if you don't it's like I sing my music and explain what the meaning is behind them.
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I was waiting to start my interview with genius. I was really nervous since nobody really knew the meaning of the song. It's a new one called Cheating On U.
I got called into the room where I got ready.
"So what's the whole backstory to your new album." I get asked as I lean back in the chair
"Basically I wrote a lot of songs trying to show or like explain what my experience was like when I got cheated on." I say as as they nod
"Alright you can start." They say as I nod
(Cheating on u by Lacy Cavalier)
"You told me people could only fall in love once
Then you told me you loved me after two months
So I just assumed I was the one." I sang"I never really experienced what love was until I met him. Like I've been with past boys and I thought that was love but it wasn't. And like 2 months of us being like a thing he said he loved me." I say
"Jealousy was never something I believed in
'Til you let random girls in the bed I sleep in
And I still wonder why I didn't leave then." I sang"I wasn't the jealous type like ever. And then while we were on this trip he told me he cheated on me so that's like the line about how he let random girls sleep in the bed at his house." I say
"It'll be two years and three days since
I met you at the Opry backstage
Leanin' against that doorway
Sometimes I wish I would've shown up late.""I wish I didn't feel like you're the one
Still, it don't really feel like this is done
When I'm out here on dates tryna find new love
Find new love." I sing"This boy was apart of my life for a while and he's the first boy I've actually loved. And it's so hard to look for someone new when you feel like there's still love between you two." I say
"Yeah, it's been a month or two
Since we said that we were through
So why does it feel like I'm cheating on you?""I wrote this song 2 months after we were done done and still I feel somehow I have love for him and when I try to talk to boys it's almost feeing like I'm in the wrong." I say as I feel the memories flooding back
"Cheating on you" I sang
"Ain't moved on in case things change at all
I still talk to your cousin and your sister in law
I know they're probably wonder what's goin' on." I sing"On the days that I really wanna forgive you
I think about all the other girls touching you
And honestly it's left me with some body issues." I sing"There's days where I feel so lonely I'm like why can't I just text him and be like I forgive you but then I'm like running through all the possibilities about what will happen like he's probably with a girl or he's in a relationship and that's the shit that scares me and I put the line it's left me with body issues because after the whole big break up I was so depressed and I felt like nothing could help so I tried to commit suicide. And that was a time in my life where I was at the lowest but my mom was there and she pulled me out of that darkness." I say as I feel my eyes water slightly
"Now I'm blank starin' at some new face
Can't help but compare everything." I sing"So when I'm trying to get back into the swing of dating I can't help but compare that boy to him.
Not just in looks but in personality. I was drawn to my ex because he was the bad boy at my school and I wasn't the best kid so I felt it was like a bond to be together." I say"I'm sure you're at some chick's place
Doin' what you do with no shame." I sing"Again the whole cheating thing." I say
"I wish I didn't feel like you're the one
Still, it don't really feel like this is done
When I'm out here on dates tryna find new love
Find new love." I sing"Yeah, it's been a month or two
Since we said that we were through
So why does it feel like I'm cheating on you?" I sang"Cheating on you."
"Cheating on you."
"Thing is, when I look back
You always needed control and now I see that
You just want to make me feel bad
And it's kinda working, ain't that sad?
I wish I didn't feel like you're the one
Still, it don't really feel like this is done.""Um so when we were a couple he was the one mostly in control and like 2 months after we ended thing I found out he was with the girl he cheated on me with." I say
"When I'm out here on dates tryna find new love
Find new love.""Yeah, it's been a month or two
Since we said that we were through
So why does it feel like I'm cheating on you?""Cheating on you."
"Cheating on you." I sang as I finished the interview
I said my goodbyes before I begin to walk out of the room with my manager before I get completely distracted and shove into someone.
"Sorry." We say at the same time.
I look up and see a boy with brown hair and glasses. He was with a group of boys.
"Aren't you Noah Harmony." He says as I smile
"Yeah." I say
"Brandon Arreaga." I questioned as he smiles
"Yeah." I say as he smiles
"I- um gotta go but hey if you want dm me." I say as he smiles before he nods
"Alright." He says as he walks away and I do the same
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