Sway house love

The one where i try to slip away

⚠️ suicide attempt ⚠️
I didn't follow after Jaden and Quinton I was just froze and numb I just leaned back how could he call me a slut I know he didn't know I was gonna pull away but he didn't even let us explain he just called me a slut and walked away and even tho we only dated for 2 days it hurts in 2 weeks my hearts been broken they say they won't hurt me then they cheat and slut shame me I started to wash my hair when I was just thinking of all the bad things people said about me this week " your worthless , Slut , no one likes you , your ugly , whore " is it true am I an ugly worthless slut maybe everything would be better without me as I said that I just leaned back and put my hands on the side of the tub I slipped underwater trying to slip away after about 40 seconds it started to get hard to breathe but I didn't care I didn't want to go through anymore bad things in life or get called a bad thing i fell like I'm about to pass out when I felt to arms pull me up ...
Bryce - WTF Jill are you trying to kill your self
I just wrapped myself in a ball and turned my head now I even feel worse like now I have another thing to be made fun of for great
Me- Bryce can you wait outside so I can finish my hair
B- yea just please don't do that again
* I start to finish my hair *
After a few minutes I got out and just went to bed and cried myself to sleep even tho it's morning I'm not eating or getting up I can't be judged