Stepbrother; Brandon Arreaga

XII

It's currently the next day and my lips are chapped from last night. I didn't want to face Brandon today, I'm to awkward for that.

I mean kissing your stepbrother isn't incest right?

RIGHT???

I couldn't go more past than kissing, a cock block I know.

The memory from yesterday night flashes in my head while pouring myself a cup of coffee.

The taste of mint

Me kissing him back with no problem.

Him closing the door

Him pushing me into my bed

Him and I making out for what seems like forever

Me pushing him off and asking him to leave

I still am thinking about what would happen if i didn't stop him?

I did feel something poking into my inner thigh, as I was drinking my coffee I hear footsteps coming downstairs and see Brandon. 

It was really awkward we just stared at each other. He luckily broke the silence and said "I'll be in the car" I just nodded

As I get my stuff and open the front door I take a heavy sigh and head to his car.

The car ride was quiet almost too quiet, I was uncomfortable and just had to speak up. "Brandon?" I say not daring to look at him

He keeps his eyes on the road and responds with "Yes?"

I finally find to courage to look at him and say "Can we talk about yesterday? I mean unless you're uncomfortable than by all means we don't have-"

I was cut off by him putting his hand on my thigh, almost felt like a quiet 'Just shut up' Something told me to stay quiet and enjoy this moment, but I had to speak up.

"Brandon you're just leaving me more confused" I say while taking his hand off my thigh. "What's gonna happen now?"

He didn't respond at first, but eventually once we pull up to school he says "Just forget what happened it was a mistake"

I didn't respond back and got out of the car. Today was gonna be ruff I just knew it.

After taking a dreaded English test (which I for sure failed), Venus came up to me and said "The girls and I are going to the carnival tonight, you wanna go?"

I wanted to say no, and use the excuse "I'm busy" but I should really be going out more. I like Venus and her friend group it was just all new to me. "Yes I would love to go with you guys" I say with a smile.

It was now the end of the school day and I couldn't find Brandon anywhere. I just know this was gonna be one of his 'acts'.

To Brandon:
Where are you

I put my phone on my side looking again over the parking lot for his car. And I just kept waiting and waiting.

Brandon never responded, not even surprised. So I take an uber home, and just pray that I don't walk into him having sex.

When I open the door the first thing i noticed was Brandon passed out on the couch. I just took my eyes and walk over to him.

"Brandon" I say while shaking him "Wake up"

His eyes flies open and he says "Shit I'm so sorry"

I just nod my head and said "It's fine" and turn around. I then feel a tug on my arm but ignored him. Petty ? I know 

He let go and then I made my way out of his room and into mine and shut the door.

How can everything go bad already?