If Only You Knew...

1)

Most girls hide their flaws and show off there beauty. Hana is the opposite, she hides her beauty and reveals her flaws. Not that she has many but one! Confidence! The only thing this darling lacks. But does she let it get to her? No thats some thing she has never done. Growing up in life with out a father figure and that leading to a life not trusting any guys whatsoever because of the loss, she starts collage with a hope in finding true or any love...

She sat in the back of the english room, hiding behind her light brown hair and big black glasses. Her fingers curled up in the sleeves of her light peach sweater and placed on either side of her face with her elbows resting on the table. As she put the weight of her head on to one of her hands and dropping the other on to the table, she frowns and looks out of the window.

*flash back to when Hana was 6*

"Daddy why are you packing up?" A young girl dressed in a white dress asks looking up at a man around the age of 30.

"Go away you little brat!" He replys, not caring about what the child was saying.

The child not knowing any better hops off into the other room, only to find her mother laying on the floor cold out. She hears the door shut. *Bang*

"Silly mummy, you should not be sleeping on the floor! Wake up momma!" Her mother does reply, she murmers numbers....

"9...9...9"

"Yess momma, i like the number nine tooo, ohh you are silly mommy, come on get up now"

The little girl pushes her mum trying to help her up when she notices a bright red liquid covering the floor behind her beautiful mother.

"Mommy are you okay?"

"Call 999" her mummy says.

The little girl does as she is told...little did she know about what was happening.

*flashback ends*

Hana grew up not knowing why her father left them. She hated guys since then! Thinking they were all the same! Even in high school, she pushed away any boy who got close enough to ask her out! Most boys stopped trying knowing she would never trust a guy fully, she let the thought push to the back of her mind with all the rest of the unwanted ideas.

"Umm can i come in?" A voice at the door of the classroom spoke

"Ahh mr Schneider, how nice of you to join us?" The teacher spoke.

His light blue eyes skimmed the room as he made his way to the seat in the back next to her. Girls batting eyelashes and waving in a flirty way at him as he walked by but he shows no interest in them at all. Seeing as he was quiet and barely ever spoke to anyone, she didn't bother complaining about the fact he choose the seat right next to her when practically the whole room is empty...well technically the only other seat thats empty is in the front but no one has to mention that ;)

Jack took his seat next to Hana and looked at her. Not wanting to catch his eye she turn away and faces the window again. Somehow Hana couldn't get his image out of her head. He wasn't your usual popular jockey type guy. Yes he was popular but it was almost as if he didnt know it. Or he did and he couldnt care less. He was incredibly handsome but yet seems like he doesn't know. He isnt full of confidence or a show off because of his looks. He was more modest than boastful! That somehow attracted Hana...was that normal? Hana looked at him as he got up to go to the teacher. He was wearing a white plain top, jeans and black and white converse. It might not be much but it suited him perfectly. His walk to his voice, his smirk to his smile, his eyes to his hair! Everything about this boy was to die for! He just didnt know it!

All throughout the lesson Hana didnt talk to him unless needed... Such as asking him simple things like 'what does this mean?' Or the simple 'is this correct?' To which he would reply with only what was needed and a smile. Every time he smiled at her she would blush. The lesson went fast and it was nearly time for lunch. It was the first day in collage and she knew no one, she really isn't very good with making friends and didn't really try in her lesson to do so.... The only person she spoke to was Jack. She looked at him and he turned his head to face her. And he spoke.

"Hey, who you hanging around at lunch with?" Hana was sooo glad she didnt have to ask! She barely had to confidence to do so anyway!

"Umm i have no one! :/ what about you?" Hana says

"Same tbh, i know no one from here! Do you wanna eat in the library with me?" Jack replys

"Suree id like that" she smiles at him and he smiles back.

Oh my dayzzz Hana! You just made your first friend in this collage! And it just so happens to be a guy! You goo girl :)x