Shinsou POV
I slowly opened my eyes to see the bright, morning sun peering through my blinds. It was a message from my dad (Aizawa). It reads..."Good morning son, I hope you feel a bit bettee. I know it's hard to deal with, but just remember that you can always come talk to me. Make sure to come to me if your anxiety gets worse also. Love you."
I smiled at the message and got out of bet to take a cold shower to clear my mind, and prepare for another miserable day of tears, blood, and panic attacks.
(Time Skip)
I walk into class to see everyone laughing at me again. The teacher shouted at them to stop laughing and pay attention but it didn't work. I sat down at my desk. That was when a group of boys came up to me and started hurting me and telling me I wasn't worth it. Telling me I should join the villains. That was when I came up with a plan. When the teacher wasn't looking I ran out of class and to the restroom. I ran into an empty stall and locked the door. That's when the voice came back.
DO IT
YOU'RE NOT NEEDED
GO DIE ALREADY
YOU DESERVE TO BE DEADHearing the voice repeat these words over and over again made me cry even more. I eventually found the strength to go to my dorm room and into my bedroom. I lock my bedroom door behind me and walk over to my bedside table. I slowly open the drawer and snatch my pocket knife. The voice told me to cut. And I listened. I sat there head in my hands, blood flowing down my arms. 'Dad isn't gonna be happy with me' I thought. But it gets rid of some of the pain.
I put on my school jumper after I finished cleaning up all the blood. I head back to school and I go to Aizawa and tell him what happened, but not telling him about my cuts. If I tell him that he'll worry about me even more but he could see that I had been crying. My eyes were red and puffy. He told me that he was going to transfer me to class 1-A and stay in that class for the rest of the year.
I walk to class 1-A with my dad. That's when I saw him. Denki Kaminari. A cute boy with golden hair and a black zig zag on one side. I think I must've been staring at him because Aizawa sat me next to him. I thought the boy would hate me but he seemed to be always smiling and that it would be way too hard for him to be mad with someone. I don't think he noticed my flustered face.
Kaminari POV
It was a normal school day when all of a sudden Aizawa Sensei knocks at the door with a male student, who I thought looked hot. I blushed slightly and glanced out of the window, shaking my head at the thought. But he was all I could think of at that moment... I'm not sure why.As I turned to look at him his face was a light shade of red and I saw him staring at me. We must've been making eye contact for a good minute or two because Aizawa saw and sat him next to me. I was doomed. Did I like the new kid? How would he react if he had to sit next to me? Would he make fun of me? What would he do? Eventually these thoughts went away as I returned my attention to the classroom.
I think I'm in love with him. Is that even possible?! Love at first sight. I don't even know him! Unless...he's the one who went up against Midoriya in the sports festival. I hope he is because he was the one I wouldn't stop talking about to the Bakusquad. They all giggled at me when I said how cool he is. Even if he did lose a fight against Deku. I admire him very much. I felt my face heating up just thinking about him. I don't think he noticed that I went red.
Shinsou POV
A few minutes after being sat next to him I realized that it wasn't as bad. He would talk to me every now and then but not about personal stuff like quirks or why I got transferred. Then that's when I noticed something. He was... blushing?! Did he have a crush on me? Or did he just have a fever. So that's what I asked him.Hey, your face is kinda red. Do you have a fever?"
"H-huh?!"
"Do you need to go to the nurse's office or?"He nodded slightly. I raised my hand to ask the teacher if I could take him to the nurse's office but he said to take the boy to his dorm, but since he was unwell I took him to my dorm.
(Time Skip)
Kaminari POV
The purple haired boy saw that my face was red. He asked if I had a fever or something like that. I nodded and he asked to take me to the nurse's office. The teacher told him to take me to my dorm. Obviously I was way to scared to talk to him so he took me to his dorm. He carried me bridal style. I cuddled up to him as he took me to his dorm. He played me on the sofa and put a purple blanket over me."You should rest for now, I'll take care of you" he said smiling warmly. That was the first time I had seen him smile. I cherished the moment. He stroked my head and chuckled after I made a weird noise. "Mmh~" is what I said as he continued to stroke my head. I wanted him to cuddle me. I wanted him. I loved him. At least I think I do.
Anyway he looked after me for the rest of the day. Kirishima brought my lunch and the purple haired boy kindly helped me eat it, by feeding it to me. I couldn't move that much so he had to help me. I appreciated the help and I will be forever grateful for him willing to give up his time to help me.
But wait. Something strange happened when it was just us. He spoke to me nicer and in a different time that made me feel weird and he was cuddling me when I wanted him to. It felt...strange but nice at the same time and he was... blushing?! Wait..WHY? I wonder if it was because I gave him a fever as well but he said he was fine and I believed him. So I asked him if he...you know..had a crush on me. His face was like a tomato. Red as can be.
"I'm..are you...ok there?"
"Y-yeah just didn't expect you to say that."He replied quickly followed by a nervous laugh. I moved closer to him, asking him the same question but speaking in the same way that he spoke to me. He responded after about a minute saying...
"Yes? Maybe? I don't know, I just saw you there smiling away and I kinda fell for you immediately. Does that answer it?"
"Yes...it does."I smiled. He smiled back warmly, making me fall for him more. "What is your name by the way?"
"Shinsou. Hitoshi Shinsou." he replied. "Well..." I began "I...I kinda..f-feel the...same way about..you too." I felt my face heat up more before I let out a moan from no where. "Haah~" is what came out of my mouth before Shinsou looked at me weird. "A-are you ok there?" he questioned. I shook my head.What could possibly be happening to my body. He stroked my cheek before I felt something touch my lips. Was it... SHINSOU KISSING ME? Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait! But why. Why would he kiss me--oh. He DID say that he liked me. That's probably why.
Shinsou POV
After hearing his pleasurable moans I stroked his cheek, and then kissed him. Hoping it would soothe him. He melted into the kiss allowing me to take full control over it.I took the blanket off of him and I carefully got on top of him. I then broke the kiss. He pulled me closer to him. He undid my belt and took it off. I was beginning to wonder what he was doing. He unzipped my pants. I smirked at him and said, "Are you sure~?"
He nodded. So I began to get him undressed. But realized we were still on the sofa. I took him upstairs. Carrying him bridal style. He cuddled up to me like he did when I brought him to my dorm. My dorm also has two bedrooms so I took him to the spare one and put him o the bed.
"Daddy, I want to go to my dorm so we can have some real fun" he smirked. So I wrapped him in a blanket and took him to his dorm after he had told me where it was.
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Shinkami-Shinsou x Kaminari
RomanceTrigger warning! Self harm, anxiety and depressing topics are to be mentioned throughout the whole book. If you are quite emotional I would recommend reading at your own risk or read small parts at a time so it isn't as sad as it really is. Just to...