I Need a Gangster to Love Me Better

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~Kirishima's POV~

"I was expecting you, Eijiro. Last month, I thought you wouldn't have come and my mind was playing some awful trick on me." Katsuki said, almost growling. I slowly took two steps in front of me. "Oh like you care if I came back or not. I know that Deku's your new boy toy, you don't have to lie." I said, matching his low growl. He smiled a happy grin towards me and lowered his gun. 

"Eijiro, I love you. I always have. That was never a lie. Yes, Deku's my new boy toy, but he's nothing compared to you." Katsuki said, stepping towards me while I backed up. "Lies. All you say are lies. They never end! Because you are so fūcked up in the head!" I screamed out at him, my arms shaking as I held my gun out. "I may be, but have you ever considered yourself? To be fūcked up in the head, Eijiro? Did you take this job because you wanted to see me? Because you missed me? It's obvious you didn't want to kill me in the first place. Here you are able to shoot me at any given point and you still haven't shot me! I was the one who gave you the drugs in the first place! I know how messed up your mind must be." Katsuki said, manically laughing. 

"You're wrong. I came here today to come and take your life away and end your days of terror. I never came to see you or because I missed you or ANY of that dumb cràp!" I said, getting angrier at the spot.  "Oh sweet, sweet Eijiro... I'm already a drug to you plus my life was once yours. You can't throw that away! Once a criminal, always a criminal!" Katsuki said, stepping in front of me and moving the gun to his forehead. "SO DO YOUR LAST AND FINAL CRIME, EIJIRO. KILL ME. KILL ME. END OUR DAYS OF TERROR."

I placed my pointer finger down on the trigger and put slight pressure, closing my eyes not wanting to see the damage. It was almost in a flash where all of the memories between him and me were appearing before my eyes. I... I...

I couldn't.. 

I slowly moved my gun away from his forehead and opened my eyes, looking into his. "i... I c-caN'T! I CAN'T DO IT! NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO..  I CAN'T! I... I LO... love you.." I said, wrapping my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist. "Shh.. it's okay.. all of our suffering will be past us." He said, petting and stroking my hair. 

"I have to get it done, Katsuki. I have to." I said, tears and sobs still escaping. "It's okay. It's alright." He said, rubbing my back. "I love you, Katsuki." I said, pulling lightly at his hair. "I love you too, Eijiro.." He said softly for the first time ever. 

I heard a gun cock and felt something cold to my head with more sobs breaking through. I took mine and put the gun at the back of his head. "We have reached our final destination." Katsuki said with a light chuckle.

As I felt pressure come from the back of my head, I quickly pulled the trigger. And with that, my life's and Katsuki's came to a close.

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Wow... This is the last chapter BUT BUT I made an epilogue which will be out onnnnn next Sunday?

But yeah wow this is crazy 😂 5-6 months of this man. I'll do a whole official thank you for reading after the epilogue tho 🤙🤙 also I'm surprised none of y'all saw the hidden message in the last thing I wrote in this book 👀👀

Anyways stay safe y'all!