Holiday Fix

It was Christmas Eve, when I started to realized; I was alone ever since, I was not loved nor welcomed. I've been in 21 Christmas celebrations and I've only realized it now. Coincidentally, I've experienced a lot this past years. My mother left me, My brothers started to shun me, the love of my life, or so I thought, left me for some petty reason. It's always nice to know that my friends are always there but sometimes they seem scripted.

It's already almost the new year, and here I am making the most of my time. Browsing the internet, playing some game and even listening to music.

"Tsk!" My game froze again,

"Miya, you know, you should stop playing and go out with your friends" My grandmother said.

"Since when did you guys ever let me?"

"Excuse me? Mind your tongue young lady!"

"Whatever, I'm no child anymore. I'm 21 already stop treating me as if I'm only 12"

"Since your mother is not here, we have to look after you and given your reputation you might just get yourself pregnant by some rat."

"Rat?"

"That no-good boyfriend of yours"

"We broke up a year ago, grandma..." I quietly back down.

Silence, it was as if only the chirping birds were there.

"I'm going. I'll be back later grandmother." I said then took my backpack to go out.

"remember to eat your lunch."

" I will."

I closed the gate and walked. I haven't really thought about where to go. So i just walked to WackDonards and hoped my friends would magically appear.A few moments later, I was quietly eat lunch when my phone rang, I wondered if it was coincidence.

"Liek..."

I had very few friends during my time in school,I can even count them with my hands. It was one of my highschool friends,but this guy was my secret crush, who was also one of my best friends.

"Hello?" I answered

"Oh shit she answered" he whispered, Could it be he's with someone?

"Liek?"

"Oh sorry, but is this Miya's Number?"

"Liek, You know this is me, I never changed my number."

"Miya! Thank goodness, Listen, I'm quite near your house, I figured you wanna hangout?"

Funny, I was just thinking about this.

"Sure, I'm at the WackDonards 5 blocks away."

"Really? Because I'm here, I thought you would like some fries."I stood up and turned around, when there He was, Liek Sered,My Highschool crush and best friend, searching for me.