Tears

Maybe one day

: 1 year later :

looking back at all the photos 

all the videos 

all the memories 

i miss it more then anything but we both had to move on 

we both had to grow as human beings

we deserved it more then anything

maybe her more then i

but gosh do i miss it 

i miss it so god damn much

ctfxc lost over 100,000 subscirbers which is so much

and for content i havent been the best of things in the vlogs alone

alli has been doing amazing 

her subscribers have been going up and up and she is traveling and making really good videos im happy for her

her and chris have been together for a year 

and allie and i are together but its not the same as

charles and ALLI trippy 

you know? 

the viewers miss her terribly 

i miss her to death 

crap even the dogs miss her but i knew that they would

she lives in L.A now where she always wanted to live 

shes enjoying life 

i want to be happy with allie but its just weird seeing her in the house instead of alli

i agreed to the divorce she was getting so unhappy that i just had to i didnt like seeing her upset 

this will be the last update i do

hopefully things get better and i move on from alli and start liking allie although i can not see it

maybe her and i will be together again..one day

toodles 

Charles Trippy