I saw you in a memory
I though I was happy
But I'm just broken
And I'm just hoping
You would stick around
So knives won't get found
Now I'm bleeding
And your screaming
I asked you to stop
Cause my emotions have dropped
And i always feel locked inside
The demon in my mind
I try to hide
I don't wanna lose you
But I can't break through
And the cutting is back
I'm sorry
I tried but I always wanna die
Look me in the eye
Tell me I'm fine
Cause I just wanna lie
And i fucking wanna smile
I wanna look at myself and say hi
Cause all I say is you should die
And look at me now
See how I've changed
You want the old me back
X got rid of that
And now you'll leave me
Cause he beat me
I guess I lose every time
But I try to fight
And I'm not alright
Make me sad
Break my heart
Change my mind
Break my bones
As long as you smile
I'll be fine
Kill me
I won't mind
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For angelskeleton1059 I.....im sorry :(
