Why are you acting this way towards me? why don't you love me ? All these questions went through my head I couldn't do anything but try and talk to him. His friends hated me he hated me my life was just falling apart I felt like he was the love of my life 💙he was my first love I want to say his name but who knows how he feels about me now 😩 I still love him till this day nobody can never tell me I don't love him 💘 he means everything to me even when we argue no matter what in the end we end up being friends at times. I forget about being friends and I just wanna hug and kiss him like before but I couldn't I had to hold my ground tell people I hated him and how much he hurt me I had to watch him talk to other girls which ticked me off but I had to move on myself that didn't work out so well I ended up going out with guys that didn't give a damn about me at all I felt like he had to be the one for me we are now more mature and are doing better things in life and 😳 let me tell you it gets deep 😁
