Diary of a Gamer Girl

The Truth of High School

        Everyone expects High school to be full of sex, drugs, drama, and cool kids who will become famous. well it is... goodnight- no I'm kidding....well I'm kind of kidding. It is full of sexual content, and it is full of drama and the girls going at each other because they have nothing else to do, it is full of the populars being absolute assholes to their peers because they think that it will help them climb up the food chain to becoming the ultimate asshole...i mean ultimate popular. ultimate asshole is just what the not so popular kids like myself and my friends just happen to call them.

        While watching the Daily Drama News wander by is quite entertaining, and watching the jocks have bets to see who can sleep with who is always funny when they fall and have to abide to the means of the bet, you have to remember, there is another complete layer of society under that very visable, vibrant and viable layer( try saying that 3 times fast). It is where the nerds, geeks, and others come into play. People always make fun of us because we are different- but what they don't know is while we have absolutely no popularity in the real world, we are slowly ranking up friends on the internet that completely understand us and don't care what our ranking on the food chain is at school.

        In this little layer of social networkers, there are the tumblers, the shy ones, the athletic nerds( guilty as charged), and the free flyers( also guilty as charged), the tumblers: the ones who spill their actually hilarious jokes all over the internet for their readers to love and enjoy, the athletic nerds, the ones who will as quickly read a book and watch Lord of the Rings, then go out and wrestle in a tournament, run a race, or swim a 100 meter race and blow everyone away. But every single one of them is amazing in their own wierd ways!

        Alot of kids mix up the definition between nerds and geeks. nerds are more along the lines of " May the force be with you," while geeks are much more along the lines of " may force be equal to mass times acceleration." But although it is said that " all people are just people" it is a completely hypocritical statement when the people saying it are the ones defining the lines of right and wrong, and the dark side and the jedi's, and while the dark side may have cookies, there is no reason to create a defining line between any social status anymore.

        People are demanding gender equality, and sexual equality- well i demand damn social equality. And i can't believe no one has asked for it before. So many oppurtunities and yet all people want to know is what the Kardashians are doing next.

       This world really needs equal social rights.  A society where people don't have to find friends in high school, middle school, and college depending on what they like to do when they aren't in school. You should be able to find friends at random- i know i do it.

       Random short story:  I have actually sat on someones lap and introduced myself to them, and now she is one of my closest friends who is dating someone who is like a brother to me. my friends consist of the innocents, the absolute drama free friends who are also very nerdy but don't feel the need to shove everything in anyone's face. Then there are the mildly dramatic uber nerds and geeks, who i also love, the athletics, the academic friends, and the military freaks. and guess what?!? i love them all.

        WHY. CREATE. THE. STATUS. RANKING. WHEN. IT. HELPS. NOBODY.

reject the status quotes and rules- we are young, and rules are made to be broken. Especially one that was never specifically said, i dont remember any president going " no intermingling between nerds and jocks!" it never happened! And it never will.

        There was a kid in my class last year, and i remember he had quite alot of friends, but the more well known people didnt talk to him, didnt really ever encourage him, and then one day, this young man kills himself and all of a sudden everyone was recalling memories with him, and the "populars" or whatever you call them were all of a sudden pretending like they were all besties! The young man who killed himself was my friend. I talked to him sometimes, and it makes me so mad to see all of these people making him into something he never was.

             and after that moment of temporary deepness into the darkness of life- I'm going to lighten it up.

         I have been on facebook a bit today and four guys today alone have asked me for nudes, and stupid pictures, let me tell you something, there is no reason in giving them what they want, ever. If you do, they are going to just flaunt it to their friends with a triumphant grin and mischeivous eyebrow game. Plus if you dont, they are just gonna think your playing hard to get and a lot of guys like the chase, so you might actually get to slap some sense into them several times over because they aren't going to give up on a girl who is so hard to get( although spoiler: alot of girls are actually just not interested and know the consequences of giving out personal photos.) Sometimes i send them a picture....of my cat. There are many jokes that can go with that, and get creative with it! You can send pictures of a scenic view of rome, saying that there's a view that's romantic and personal, i don't know. Do whatever you want! No guy, and or girl should ask for nudes, i'm sorry readers if you have done it and i have now made it onto your Black Hit List of DouchLamps. Yeah, thats right, douch lamps are a thing, its a person whose personal opinion is biaist and unreasonable. possibly stubborn- and since i am all of the above, i accept that i am a douch lamp in most respects.

        Nudes are actually pretty stupid. I mean i'd much rather see a gif of a supernatural jokes and Hobbit meets the Flash than some guys private area in a place that obviously never sees the sun. in my brain its kind of like this: Chocolate Chip Cookies or raw potatoes.....your gonna choose cookies right, so whats the point in the other option...funny photoes that make you laugh or some guy thats gonna dump you after he gets what he wants? But i have issues so don't believe me if you don't want to...

         OK, there is this prank that i really want to try, where you shrink down or emlarge some items in your house, getting a chair that is a few inches larger but looks exatly the same, moving those height measurements on a wall 1 and a half inch up the wall so the next time they measure their height, they still be so confused! I also saw this prank where you move every peice of furniture 3 to 5 inches to the right, so your paremts, roommates, silblings, whoever you live with won't see anything wrong-but they feel like something is wrong but they can't put their fingers on it, while they stick to their habits of exactly where to walk, they will keep bumping into everything, like the couch, or the dinner table, because those are usually the things on the outside of any persons collage of mismatched furniture arrangements. The reason i really want to do this prank-besides the satisfaction of watching your family standing confused trying to blame you for something and utterly failing-is because it would be kind of different to know something they dont, specially after all those years of believing in the easter bunny, santa, and the tooth fairy and they knew they weren't real but kept on trying to make sure you still believed-well guess what well dressed parents everywhere-its payback time and karma is going to be a dinosaur.thats right, karma isnt a bitch anymore, it is a full blown freaking dino and its comin for you. **dramatic music**

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