Some days
I feel like a flower
That is alone
In the soil
Basking in the sun
With clinging petals
Desperate not to fall
The wind makes an effort
To ruin my stem
But somehow,
I find the strength,
And remain the flower
Alone in the soil
The gardener who tends me
Doesn't mind my plight
They add more water
Food and soil
With an aggressive tact
They demand I grow tall
As a petal falls
To join in the soil.
I look around the garden
At the other flowers before me,
And I feel my petals
Loosening their grip.
Their gardeners are kinder,
Wiser and resourceful.
With them they flourish,
And I remain
Stuck in the soil.
The petals are all I have,
The gardener doesn't see
Though they want me to grow
The petals mean more to me.
I rest in my soil,
Isolated with intent,
To hold onto my petals,
And grow beyond my contempt.
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Fragile Petal Armor
PoetryA poem about my struggle being raised by an abusive parent(s). Rough-ish first attempt!