Em hi👋
This is my story💚I am a shy person, sometimes I force myself to believe in myself, but after that, I will be embarrassed again.
I always think what I'm doing is wrong, I always convince myself that it's true, and don't think about it anymore.
I try to do the things I like and upload them so others see. But, after that I would think what I did was wrong, other people would mock me because of what I did just now, my shy attitude also appeared. I'm not in the mood to do anything, except seeing my idol on YouTube, it makes my mood back.
I also want to have friends to share, but I think they all hate me, so I don't dare to talk to them.