Gun (pov)
"Ahh please please stop I'll be good I-i promise"
"Aaish you useless piece of shit how many times have I told you not to scream I think you need some reminder"
"Nooo no please don't ahh"
He asked me not to shout but I'm not a little boy anymore
I don't want that anymore
"Gun"
"Papi " I cried into his arms
"Papi don't let them take me" I added as i held him tighter
"Gun shhh don't worry I'm here I won't let them harm you shh" he replied
"Gun" papi called out in a soft soothing tone making me pull myself up a bit to see him in the eyes
"What happened to you?" he asked
"I want to let you in papi I really do but I'm afraid I'm scared that you'll feel disgusted that you'll leave me phi I'm very selfish I-i don't want to lose you" I replied
"Gun look at me " he said and i followed
"There's nothing you can say that'll make me love you any less that'll make me leave your side " he added in the most sincere way
His eyes looking deeply into mine I can see nothing but sincerity
I simply nodded
I want him to know me all of me I trust him
With a shaky voice and uneven breathing I started
"I-i .. ever since I was born I don't know what I had done wrong I was always confused that I can never make my family happy enough because ever since I was 2 that's the earliest I remember my parents .. they would hit me it-it initially was just with their hands I would scream and shout and cry but it only seemed to make things worse..... Things only kept progressing from using their hands to slippers and belts
I-i I didn't know what to do I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't help it as I grew older these only worsen they would cut me burn me keep me unfed for days
They once shoved me in a box for days before they let me out
They would shove random things in my ass and asked me to keep it for hours
There came a point where I didn't scream I didn't cry I remained unfazed but they still didn't stop "
I tood a deep breath and started again
"This continued till one day they decided to dress me up in the most nicest of cloths they groomed me from head to toe
Held my hand to took me out as I sat in the car I couldn't help but crack a little smile looking outside the window swinging my legs around
Did I finally do it ? Did I finally make them happy ? Will they stop
All these questions running through my mind when we reached this house my father walking ahead and my mother holding onto my hand
She leaned down and said "SMILE YOU BRAT"
And smile I did I gave the best smile I could
We soon reached this dark room with both of them standing beside me giving their best smile
I couldn't help but notice that we weren't the only one there there were other kids some older all smiling like me
"That one" I scary voice amongst the shadows howled the voice that still haunts my dreams
I looked up and saw my parents look so happy
"You got a pretty looking boy" he said sending shivers down my spine
Soon two men came and dragged me away
I wanted to protest and shout but I couldn't I finally made my family happy they seemed proud "
I was about to continue when papi pulled me into his embrace
"Gun " he called out his voice laced with sadness and concern
"They locked me up phi tied me to the bed with a blindfold on"
"You don't have to"
"The scary voice came back and yelled "you belong to me little boy" I-i a six year old boy lost his virginity "
"Shh gun it's okay you don't have to put yourself through this again shh " he said
I let out a few more tears before collection myself and started to talk again
"This continued for a few months before a lady came she hid me under her shawl and when she let me out she gave me a little bag and put a mask on my face looked straight into my eyes and said " run and don't look back if you think you're far enough .. you're not keep running " she said and nudged me forward " I said and looked up at him
"I ran as much as I could phi was it not enough phi did they catch up I can't let them catch up I don't want to" I cried and he pulled me back
"They didn't gun they could never harm you ever again and I'll make sure of that we'll make them pay for all that they did to you don't worry gun I'm here for you " he replied his voice had anger and concern all mixed up
"Phi do yo~"
"Don't even finish that sentence gun " he said cutting me off pulling me up to face him
"You are the most strongest person I've ever met you're brave and the most caring there's no part of me that feels anything but love respect and care towards you so don't even say that " he replied making me gape at him
The sincerity in his voice and his eyes makes my heart swell up
"Phi" I called out making him look at me
"I love you papi" I added
His eyes widened before they became softer
"I love you too gun I love you so damn much " he said pulling me in for a hug
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FanfictionNew and Krist had similar past both were orphans who ran away from their Forster families they were both on the street begging for food when Gun joined them . Gun had a different past from the two he was mentally physically and sexually assaulted. T...
