honestly, i didn't know how to react when i saw her name pop up on my screen.
there was no way for her to contact me through my number or anything, since i blocked her long time ago. i didn't want to hear from her ever again.
but why did seeing her name on my phone screen earlier on made me a tad bit excited? or happy even?
i'm an idiot. an absolute idiot. why can't i get over her? it's been a year. taehyung, get a fucking grip.
i told jungkook and jimin to give me some space, because i didn't want them to get all worried about me.
they knew everything that happened between me and her. they knew how much it affected me emotionally and physically a year ago. i was a wreck, that's all i'll tell you.
i haven't seen her, talked to her, texted her for a year now. but there hasn't been a day i won't stop thinking about her.
