Best Friends With Benefits Minjoon ff

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Namjoon stirred awake and blinked the bluriness in his eyes away. He slowly sat up and groaned when he felt his bottom ache. That's when he remembered last night's events. He blushed not know if he was ready to face Jimin. As he was thinking if he was ready it was to late because Jimin came walking into their shared room. He gulped and looked down feeling his face hit up.

"Hey hyung!" Jimin waved as he walked over to Namjoon and sat in front of him.

"Hey." Namjoon said quietly.

Jimin smiled widely at how shy Namjoon was. "I brought us breakfast." He said as he lifted a bag up in the air to show Namjoon.

Namjoon nodded but wasn't hungry.

"Here." Jimin said as he digged into the bag and took out a plastic container that had pancakes, sausages, and eggs. He took out another container but it was smaller and it had salad inside. He then took out tea cans that were cold. They couldn't have coffee because it wasn't Sunday or Saturday. He sat all that on Namjoon's lap before grabbing his own food and sitting criss cross across Namjoon.

Namjoon gulped at all the food in front of him. "Thank you Jimin." He said softly.

Jimin nodded and opened his food container that had actual breakfast and not salad. "No problem." He said and grabbed the plastic bag that had the plastic spoon, knife, and fork. "Almost forgot," He said and gave the plastic materials to Namjoon.

Namjoon took it and felt his fingers brush against Jimin's making him pull away quickly but Jimin didn't notice. "Thank you." He said again. He gulped as he was looking down at his food. "Um Jimin?" He asked and looked up to see him best friend stuff his mouth with food. He giggled and Jimin covered his mouth, chewing quickly.

"Yes?" Jimin asked after he was done eating the food he just ate. He stared at Namjoon seeing him nervously play with the spoon in his hand.

"Um we have to talk about um-" Namjoon licked his lips and gulped again while still looking down. "Last night." He said and Jimin stopped.

"Now?" He asked and saw Namjoon nod. "Okay." He said and took at bite out of his sausage. "Let's talk." He said and folded his hands together. He chewed his food and swallowed it while he stared at Namjoon waiting for him to say something.

"I don't think that was a good idea." Namjoon said as he kept his head down.

"What?" Jimin asked confused. "But...what are you saying?" He asked getting upset that Namjoon thought there first time together wasn't a good idea. He then started to over think, thinking Namjoon didn't like it at all. "You wanna stop after our first time?" He asked quietly.

Namjoon gulped again because he was scared, and that was exactly what he wanted. He wanted them to stop because it didn't feel right to do things lovers were suppose to do. Not best friends. He hesitantly nodded making Jimin frown deeply.

"Why? Did you not like it?" He asked. "Why do you want to stop?" He questioned getting scared. I have to convince him. He thought and nodded. "What is it?" He asked.

Namjoon shook his head, "I think it's best because it isn't right to do things like this." He said before continuing. "And I don't think I can keep this from any one, I'll be awkward around our friends on calls with them or whatever, and our parents. Oh my god our parents Jimin. I'll die in front of them." He said starting to slightly panick. "What if they find out?" He asked himself more than asking Jimin. "What if our friends find out?" He said to himself more than to Jimin again. He then widen his eyes. "What if the whole school finds out!?" He yelled out feeling terrified.

Jimin shushed him. "If you keep yelling like that then they'll eventually find something out." He said and calmed Namjoon down before speaking. "No one is going to find out about what we did and what we are going to continue to do." He said and Namjoon tilted his head.

"But I just said-"

"Shhhhh." Jimin said as he layed his finger against Namjoon's plump pink lips. "Namjoon please let's talk about the rules were gonna make." He said and smiled. "I have so many great ideas-"

"No Jimin." Namjoon interrupted making Jimin's shoulders and smile fall. "I want to stop okay? Your old enough to get a girlfriend so find someone you really like and do that with them because best friends don't do things like this." He said.

Jimin furrowed his eyes brows. '"But your someone I really like." He said, trying to convince Namjoon not to do this. "Please hyung," He begged and grabbed Namjoon's hand. "I want to continue this with you. Last night was awesome but think about the many other awesome times in the future." He said.

Namjoon shook his head. "But this isn't right." He said. "And to top it off, we're both boys." And that right there triggered Jimin.

Jimin pulled back and swallowed his sadness and the words Namjoon said to him. He looked down and closed his container. "You think this is gay don't you." He said Namjoon gulped.

"Jimin..." He started but couldn't finish. "I..." He bit his bottom lip and looked down feeling ashamed, "Yes Jimin I think this is gay." He said and swallowed thickly, he was afraid of how Jimin was going to react.

"So?" Jimin looked up. "What if it is?" He asked. "It doesn't change the fact that I still want to do it with you."

"But Jimin we're straight." Namjoon tried to reason. "Straight people don't do this-"

"You afraid your gonna turn gay?" Jimin asked angrily.

"Yes Jimin!" Namjoon finally said and stood up. "I'm afraid that's gonna happen-" He was then cut off by Jimin.

"What's wrong with that happening!?" He yelled back and stood up too. "We have so many gay friends what's wrong with you being one of them!?"

"My parents don't support that stuff remember!" Namjoon yelled with angry tears burning his eyes. "They think that's disgusting and stupid and wrong and-" Namjoon was interrupted by Jimin pulling him into a kiss. He widen his eyes and he stood there completely shocked.

Jimin closed his eyes not caring if Namjoon's were open. He didn't want Namjoon to continue the wrong things he was saying. So he shut him up with a kiss.

Jimin pulled back and Namjoon's head fell down to look at the ground. "Look at me..." Jimin said but Namjoon shook his head.

Namjoon brought his hand up to his eyes to wipe the tears away.

Jimin lifted Namjoon's face up and cupped his cheek looking up at him slightly. "It's okay to be gay Namjoon. I can't believe you think it wrong." He stared into Namjoon's glassy eyes. "It's okay, okay?"

Namjoon hesitantly nodded.

"Okay..." Jimin said. "Now our your and tests start in a few hours so why don't you go and take a shower and we can't talk out this whole bff benefits thingy okay?"

Namjoon nodded again. "Okay." He whispered.

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Sorry for being gone for so long, I just came back from a hospital being treated for suicide ig

Sorry for any mistakes

Byeee <3