“So, that’s it, Kurt. I love you.” Blaine said, sincerely.
Kurt always wanted to answer Blaine that he also loves him; and that’s the truth. But, after all the tears he shed, crying every night for Blaine, after all the sleepless nights... Kurt felt unsure again. They know that they love each other – and they promised that they should not leave each other. But after Blaine cheated to Kurt, things went different.
“You’re insane.” Kurt answered, preparing to leave the room now.
Kurt stood and went to the door, but Blaine held his arm and leaned him on the wall.
“Listen to me, Kurt Hummel. I waited for you for almost six years. Now that we see each other again, I would never let anyone to tear us apart.” Blaine said seriously, looking to Kurt’s eyes.
“And you, must listen to me also, Blaine Anderson. First of all, I want to clarify to you that we are officially break, six years ago. Second, I’m not asking you to wait for me over the years. Third, when we broke up, I told you that there will be no other relationship existed between us except as friends, and, yeah, ex-boyfriends. And fourth, I do not love you anymore, Blaine. Never again.” Kurt answered, still controlling his tears from falling.
Blaine didn’t react. He just kept looking at Kurt.
“That’s it? Anything you want to add?” Blaine asked.
Kurt looked at Blaine in questioning look. “What?”
“I said... anything you want to add to your lies?”
“Lies?”
“Yeah. I know that all of those were lies. You are still in love with me, right?”
Kurt looked at Blaine.
“I’m not telling lies.”
Blaine half-smiled. “I know you did one.”
“I do not.”
“Yeah, you are.”
“I’m not!”
“You look defensive.” Blaine answered.
Kurt didn’t answer Blaine, ‘cause he know that Blaine was telling the truth. Kurt was still trying to forget Blaine – and that’s what Kurt hated to himself. To all the problems they faced, this one was the worst, and even made them to break up. But, why is it that his heart thuds fast as he saw Blaine’s face again?
Kurt nods, and Blaine notices him.
“I hate you...” Kurt murmured.
Blaine walked a little closer. “What?”
Kurt looks now and pushes Blaine away.
“I said; I hate you, Blaine Anderson! I really, really, hate you!” Kurt yelled, and tears were streaming down to his cheeks.
Blaine looked pitiful to Kurt, because he knows what Kurt was telling him – and that’s the real thing.
“I’m trying to forget you, but I can’t. I always told myself that you weren’t going back, but here you are, standing in front of me, telling that you still love me. Tell me; Blaine... why is it that I can’t forget you until now? You broke my heart; I shed tears because of you. But why? Why is it that my heart always finding you?” Kurt continued, still crying.
Blaine immediately embraces Kurt, very tight.
“You’re not the only one having that time, Kurt. If you were shedding tears because of me, having your sleepless nights... While, I was totally devastated – and even thought of being lost. After you said everything to me, I didn’t know what to do next. My mind was totally blurred that time. I am only thinking about you. But, you said that I should do my responsibility, so I stayed. You know what? If you are not telling me to do that, maybe the next time you will see me is not here, but rather somewhere.” Blaine explained, whispering to Kurt’s ears.
Kurt stopped whimpering and looks at Blaine, who was now crying like him.
“You thought of...” Kurt asked, but was interrupted by Blaine.
“I was, Kurt. See this?” Blaine asked, showing his right wrist to Kurt.
“This cut is the explanation of all, and like this scar is my devotion – to be yours.” Blaine continued.
Kurt looked at Blaine’s wrist.
“You shouldn’t do that, Blaine...” Kurt said, carefully caressing the scar.
“That’s nothing. Well, I’m lucky that I was alive, still breathing. I am given a second chance to be with you, Kurt. That’s the real thing.” Blaine answered. A hint of smile was seen to him now.
“What if you didn’t make it? What if you didn’t survive? Do you want me to be alone forever?”
Blaine automatically looked at Kurt again.
“What... did you say? You’re going to be alone forever?” Blaine asked.
Kurt tried to avoid Blaine’s eyes.
“Y...Yeah, you heard me telling that, right? So I mean it.” Kurt admitted.
“Well, that means... you are afraid to be alone if I die?”
The two slowly sat on the floor, still looking at each other.
“You said it, you said it!” Blaine shouted a little, smiling now.
“Of course, I do, Mr. Anderson.” Kurt answered.
“You still love me?”
“Um... let me think first.”
“Kurt!”
“Okay, okay! I’ll tell you... I love you again.”
“Again?”
“Yeah.”
“But, why?”
“I have my own reason.”
“Let me know.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Please?”
“No.”
“Please?”
“I said, no.”
“Ugh... I want to know.”
“You’re not allowed to!”
The two yelling at each other like children. Then, Kurt started to laugh, and Blaine followed him. The two were leaning on the wall, sitting beside each other now.
“Woah. We suddenly get back again? So easily?” Blaine asked.
Kurt half-smiled. “That’s what we called love of the teens.”
“Were not teens.”
“But I still felt that I am.”
“We fall in love, we had our first problem, we make up, another quarrel, another make up, then worst problem came, we broke up, after all tears, here we are... together again.”
“Don’t you like that?”
“Of course I like this.”
Blaine leaned forward to kiss Kurt. This time, Kurt didn’t push Blaine away. The two went kissing again. So passionate. So real. It’s like they are counting six years to do this again. And this time, the two will start – and putting all things back in normal again.
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So, that's the first five chapters of my new story about the couples I like..
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