( don't read if you can't handle thoughts of suicide, and depression, this is just how I feel every fucking day)
Sorry that I'm not enough
Sorry that I just give up
When the going gets tough
All I ever do is run
Sorry that I'm not enough
Not enough
I'm always so alone even when surrounded
By people that I know I'm always so astounded
By my ability to ruin everything
Losing friends and starting fires
Everyone thinks I'm a liar
4 am in my room
And in pain again
Always trending cautious society's a lion's den
Feelin pain I'm just wishing that the shit would end
No one listens so I'm crying on the internet
Won't lie but I just wanna die
I'm drowning in issues I'm outta control
I sit here on my phone I'm always disappointed
I watch them live their lives
I wish I was happy
Victim of my generation
Time machine cannot erase it
Who am I supposed to be?
When will I be complete?
When will they be proud of me?
It's getting harder to see
I woke up in the morning on the wrong side of the bed
And I wish I had stayed asleep I wish that I was dead
But I try my best to suffocate the pain that I'm feeling in my chest
I'm depressed out and need some rest
Slit my wrist
Bloody fist
Questioning why I exist
Pain persists
Evil gifts
Fucking up my life to shit
I don't want to be alive right now it's a waste of time
And I got demons deep inside my mind
And I'm sick and tired
And I can't hear my own thoughts
I know that it's my own fault
Oh no, I'm a no one
I'm WORTHLESS
I'm WORTHLESS
I just want to fade away
I just want to die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you won't remember me.
Clinging to hope
What else is there to live for
Got nowhere to go
What else is pain good for?
I am confident that your life has a purpose
It's okey you will get through this
Sorry!
Every thought is a battle
Every breath is a war
And I don't think I'm winning anymore
I'm slowly losing my mind
I'm pathetic
Alone
Lost
Only breathing, but not living
Mentally broken
It's okay if you hate me cuz
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I hate me too
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HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT (JENLISA)
Fanfiction" why can't you just tell me! What does it take for you to tell me why your hiding secrets from me Jennie, can't you see I love you! What do I have to do so you can stop keeping secrets from me?!" - Lisa " I'm sorry, but you can love the Jennie you...
