VIXX : The Book of Shippings and Imagines

Imagine: Ken - A Diary Record

Note: honestly I have no clear idea of what I'm doing here. But the rough concept is that maybe Ken had a girl who really loved him and him her. This is like something that I would call a diary that the girl wrote throughout the years. The dates do indicate some important/special events that happened so no, they are not random dates.

March, 2012 [Trainee]

Lee Jaehwan. My Jaehwannie. You have to give it your all and achieve the dream you've been longing for. The dream that you've wanted for years can finally be fullfilled, just give yourself a little push.

We believe in you.

I believe in you.

You will be one of the 6 that will debut in 2 months. Eventhough I haven't seen you in ages, and all you do is practice and practice, I know you still remember me. And I will always remember you. Just remember. I'll stay by your side until the end. No matter what.

I love you, Lee Jaehwan and nothing can change that.

24 May, 2012 [Debut]

At last, your dream has come true. You can stand on stage and sing. Sing, with your beautiful, angelic voice. Dance, with all the energy in your body. Make no less effort in each and every performance you do.

The lights are shining on you. On the six of you. A team that was formed out of 10. You were chosen, so take your chance and do the best you can with it. Become the super hero you sing of in your song. Become our super hero.

Tonight, and from now on, you are no longer Lee Jaehwan, but Ken.

6 January, 2013 [I Don't Want to Be an Idol song Release]

'I don't want to be an idol.'

Tears. Tears just keep falling. I can't think of anything else.

It's been so long.

I miss you.

11 January, 2013 [Fandom name]

So I guess I am worth nothing to you anymore. I guess I can only be a fan, and no longer the person you shared happy moments with. No longer the person you told all your worries and problems to. No longer the person you could depend on. No longer the person you can love.

I guess. I can be nothing but another fan. One of many. A fan you would not spare a second glance at. One you would not remember.

Just a fan.

Just another one of Vixx's Starlights.

6 December, 2013 [First win]

The day finally came. You didn't know it would be today, did you?

I felt like I was there with you, when they announced that you won. I could feel your happiness and gratitude. All of your emotions pouring out, I could feel it. My heart ached for you. I was happy. So very very happy.

But the painful reality.

I was on the other side of the television screen.

You're so far away. Yet you used to be so much closer.

It makes me question myself: Do you still remember me?

27 May, 2014 [Eternity song release]

'Eternity' '기적'

I'm starting to forget. To lock out all the bad and sad memories of you. Even the happy ones. It hurts too much to keep thinking of you when I don't even know if there has been a single thought of me from you.

'I had such a scary and bad nightmare

You left me forever'

Are you really leaving me forever?

I'll be waiting for you.