Who we have become

Chapter 5.5

Trigger Warning ⚠️:  LANGUAGE! IF YOU DON'T LIKE TO READ DARK THEMES PLEASE SKIP THIS CHAPTER I DO NOT WANT ANY OF YOU TO FEEL OBLIGATED TO READ THIS CHAPTER! I DO NOT AGREE WITH ANYTHING THAT IS HAPPING IN THIS CHAPTER THIS IS NOT OK AND ITS AN ISSUE THAT NEEDS TO STOP! IF THIS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU REGARDLESS OF YOUR SEXUALITY/ GENDER IDENTITY IM SO SORRY YOU DESERVE ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD AND NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE TELLS YOU IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT!!!
                           Ahsoka's POV
The soldiers throw me into a cell like living quarters showing no mercy to someone who just lost her older sister and probably the rest of her family all because of what she once represented and who she was to the Rebellion. As soon as they turn and leave I get up and rush to the door I bang my hands against the metal door "PLEASE LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!" As I scream and beg i slid down the metal door and hug my knees to my chest as tears fall down my cheeks. Sometime had passed before I heard the familiar pattern of footsteps nearing the cell making me back up against the farthest corner from the door. The door opens to reveal the man that had destroyed my happiness in one minute "Get up" he growls but I don't listen and stay with my back against the wall. He's fists clench as he starts to walk in my direction. He grabs my arm and pulls me upwards causing me to stumble, " you have no idea how long we have been looking for you. The emperor will be most pleased" his robotic voice rang through the room as if a speaker was  in the room. I growled showing my sharp teeth as I thrashed around violently as means to try and escape but he grabbed my throat with his gloved hand and threw me against a nearby wall causing stars to fly around my vision. Vader was angry I didn't need to reach out into the force to know that; he was angry because he hadn't sensed my deception from the moment we met. I glared and stood up staring into the eyes of the mask he was known for wearing in public"what happened to my family?" I hissed "your family princess is still alive however if you step out of line I will make sure that their deaths are slow and painful."
I let out a low growl and force pushed him as a way to distract him. I knew that it wouldn't really work but if would give me the time to try and get off this cursed heap of metal. Is I run out of the door I feel my body stop moving as if I have a million tons strapped to my body. Vader has recovered quicker than I anticipated and was behind me moving his right hand down to my waist. I shudder in disgust "DONT.TOUCH.ME!" I scream as he drags me towards the bed in the middle of the room, he starts to take of his suit while he is doing this I get up and continue to try to pry the door open. Suddenly I feel his breath on my neck as my hands stop moving in fear of the situation he spins me around and pushes me against the door. I look into his glowing molten lava like eyes as anger and hate are the only thing registering in his eyes. His hands travel down to the buttons on my shirt as my breathing picks up "stop p-p-please don't do this" as much as I hated it I was begging for him to show mercy even though I know he's known for  being a merciless killing machine. His lips travel down my throat as my hands start to push,punch, and scratch doing anything for him to let me go. He stops his path causing me to let out a small breath of relief when he slaps me. "Keep fighting and I'll make sure your family and your people suffer even worse than you are about to you little whore."
         A small whimper rises from my throat as I shake my head while he stares at me smirking as if he was looking at his price. As I back away he walks closer until I hit the edge of the bed with the back of my knees, he pushes me back causing me to fall back on the bed. " Don't please" I plead my voice shaking with fear, he pins me to the bed and starts kissing my throat all the way down to my collarbones. "I said stop it! Don't touch me!" His right hand moves down from my wrists to my right breast which he groped, I struggle against his hands as disgust fills every fiver in my being, bile rising up my throat as he rips of my shirt and bra leaving me half naked. His advances didn't stop as his hands kept roaming over the skin that had been revealed to his eyes. He snaps his hips against me causing me to feel his excitement against my core. A groan erupts from his throat as he started to undo the buckle on my pants, I was frozen with fear my mind screaming at my body to move to fight to do something. My body however wouldn't respond to my brain's orders as the fear of the situation I was in had hit me full force. The only thing I could do was talk, scream, whimper, and cry "I SAID STOP IT" I screamed my voice cracking with intensity. At some moment he must've finished undressing me and himself because the next thing I know his dick is shoved into me in one blow causing the little oxygen in my lung to leave for a few seconds. I shrieked in pain as he continued his assault "what did I tell you about screaming you slut?" He growls and wraps his right hand around my neck and starts to squeeze. I must've blacked out for a while because suddenly I felt something warm enter my lower half as he pulled out while trying to regain his breath. He's chuckles at the sight of my tears and caresses my cheek in a bitter matter "you are such a good fuck, I might keep you around longer that those other bitches I've had" and with those words he rises from the bed and goes to a closet. He grabs a change of clothes and throws them at me "get dressed" and with that he leaves me here alone, used, and broken in a way that no one could ever fix. I slowly get up, my legs were shaking as pain flared from my lower half, I make my way toward the refresher and open the water faucet in the shower. I probably spent a good 30 minutes to one hour under the hot water as I scrubbed my skin until it almost bleeding. Once I get dressed I lay down in the bed and curl up into a fetus position let my tears fall.