Butterflies (Victorious)

Chapter One

Jade's point of view...

    "Jade, why do you always have to be such a fucking bitch all the time?" Tori yelled after I "accidentally" spilled my coffee on her.  "Because I can be a fucking bitch if I wanna be a fucking bitch," I simply said. I mean thats true in most situations because im always a bitch with Tori though its different. I am a bitch towards everybody but being one towards her is always so fucking hard. We are not even friends but for some reason I can never stop thinking about her.

    Her dark brown eyes and the fact that when the light hits them they look like pools of honey. The way how every time she walks in a room everybody has to look at her beauty. The fact that one smile from her can make your entire day ten times better. Everything about Tori Vega is so perfect and thats just not fair. That's why I am a bitch to her because if I was actually nice we would become actually friends then I would fall even harder. "No, you can't just be a bitch towards me! If you're going to be a bitch then just leave me the fuck alone!" She shoved me away from her.

    Just her touch gave me chills. She was shoving me away but still I can't control the fucking butterflies. "Vega, if you ever touch me again I will fucking stab you," I pulled my special scissors out of my left combat boot and pointed them towards her. I would never actually hurt her but she can't touch me. She just can't! Tori stepped closer to me then pushed me backwards again, "Do it! Stab me, Jade!" I went to put my scissors away but she grabbed them.
    I pulled them away but she had grabbed the blade. Oh, my God... I fucking cut her! I hurt her.... Her hand started bleeding. I looked down to see her blood dripping on the ground. "Oh, my God.... Tori, I swear that I didn't mean to.... I wouldn't hurt you on purpose. I'm so sorry..." I said still not looking at her because I could feel my tears building up. "You threatened to stab me and now im bleeding it kinda seems like you meant to!" She shouted. I can hear the hate in her voice.

    I grabbed her other hand and pulled her into the closet. I grabbed bandages out of my bag that I keep just in case of an emergency. I dropped my bag then gently took her injured hand without letting her see my face. I can feel the tears streaming down my cheeks. I wrapped her hand. "I honestly didn't do it on purpose, Tori. I would never hurt you on purpose..." I whispered barely loud enough for her to hear. "Then why did you spill coffee on me and why did you threaten to stab me?" I could still hear the anger in her voice.

    "Because..... It is easier to be a bitch to you..... Then admit that I care about you..." I look up into her sparkling brown eyes. "You're crying... You never cry Jade, " She sounded surprised. Tori reached up with her good hand and used her thumb to wipe the tears away. She left her hand there for a minute before moving it away. "I'm sorry that I hurt you," I whispered. "Its fine. It didnt even hurt that bad," She smiled slightly.  Her smile is so perfect.

    She wrapped her arms around me pulling me in for a hug. God, I hate hugs but honestly this feels kinda okay. Okay, I am not gonna lie. Being hugged by Tori makes me feel safe. How does she do this to me? Why does she make me a softie. I'm supposed to be a fucking badass but nooo. Not with her. I should feel like this. She held me even tighter. I felt my heart skip a beat. Fuck, I am in love with Tori Vega.