Under The Mistletoe (Niall Horan)

Chapter FOUR

I hadn't stopped thinking of Niall the whole night. Some people call this overreacting but to me it seems different, since the moment I kissed him I felt something weird inside of me. To clear this up it's not Love I think it's new or guilty.

Niall was the first person who I met this year regardless none of the girls in my class wants to be my friend that surprises me though. I'm still shocked for not spotting or recognized Niall is in my class.

At Home.

Today my mother's friend is coming over and I should be ready because this is the first time she come to our house. In the meantime I will call Nora inviting her to come.

"Hello Nora can you come over today?"

"I think I can, I'll be there in ten minutes "

"Okay. Waiting for you." I hung up the phone. My mind rest on wether to tell her about Niall or not. My heart is beating like the clock, tension is rising inside me. I feel so sweaty. I despise this feeling. The front door closed, I didn't bother myself to get down In fact I'll wait for her in my room.

A knock on the door "come in" she opened it. She was wearing a blue hoodie with black pants and white converse. Her hair is sliding down her shoulders.

"Look I need to talk to". My heart is still beating. We sat on my bed.

"Okay talk and don't be scared" she said. I took a deep breathe.

" I kissed Niall " I snapped at her. Her jaw drops and her eyes widen instantly.

"You did what?" Her face is unreadable.

"Yeah and I feel guilty about it a lot and today Niall didn't show up at college so do you think it's my fault." I was complaining about it the whole time.

"Before I say anything! How did it happen?" She asked concerned. I don't feel to talk about it but I should clear up for her the whole thing.

"He was saying sarcastic words to me, I threaten him. Without attention he told me I'm rude so I tickled him. After that we stand up he leaned down kissing me and I kissed him back." I feel so shy for telling her what happened I know it's wrong and it's called privacy but I trust her cause she is my best friend.

" that was cute" she giggled.

" I'm feeling something weird inside of me. It's guilty, anxiety, I don't know how to express it"

" you are making a big deal out of nothing, it's just a kiss get over it"

" I don't know Nora, the more I hear his name and think about it feel guiltier. Today he didn't show up and probably because of me" Nora rolled her eyes.

" ask him" she suggested.

" what! No of course not I'm scared" tears are now forming in my eyes.

" you got a new phone, let me see it" I gave her the phone as she opened
my contact list within seconds she was calling Niall.

"WHAT THE HELL" I took it from her immediately. She tricked me.

"Talk to him" I placed the phone on my ear. It took me to the voice mail.

"He is not answering either" I tell her.

" do you know where he lives!?" She asked me.

"NORA! I'm not going to his house wether I know it or not" I can't stand her right now.

" fine. I'm sorry but I am trying my hard to help you" she smiled at me.

"It's okay, I understand." She nodded.