Dean Ambrose Imagines

"They call you crazy? I think they're just boring."

This is for FemDante I hope you love it!!
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Again. I was being sent to a mental rehabilitation center for cutting myself. No one understands. With bipolar depression I can be really happy one moment and the next it's a downwards spiral of depressing thoughts. I'm numb at this point. I only agreed to go because I made my mother cry. 4 weeks I'd spend my life in that place with the cream walls and no shoe laces. I sighed as the van stopped in front of the entrance. One of the workers coming out and leading me inside. I took my shoes off being handed slides. They handed me a pair of cotton underwear and some brown pants and a brown shirt. They led me to the changing room and let me change. Once I was done I handed them my clothes before a female nurse led me to the women's side of the center. I was in room 15 this time. "This is your roommate Sonya. Behave." The nurse said as I walked in with my blanket in hand. I looked over at her and she smiled and waved. I sat down holding my blanket tightly. "So what are you in here for?" She asked and I looked up. "I've got bipolar depression and I cut myself so my mom cried and now I'm here." I said and she nodded. "I'm here because my parents think I'm going crazy. Just because I'm a lesbian." She said and I nodded. "Don't worry. I'm not the type to like touch you when your sleeping or anything. I'm in here not because I want to because I was forced to." She said with a nod and I nodded back. "How long are you here for?" Sonya asked and I sighed. "4 weeks. You?" I asked. "3 months." She said and I winced. "Yeah it's a long time I know." She said laying down with a sigh. "Well at least I don't have a roommate that's going to try and kill me in my sleep. I've had those before." She said and I giggled. "Yeah so have I." I said and she nodded. The nurse came to our door and we both looked at her. "Come on ladies it's time for lunch. You'll be able to interact with everyone." The nurse said and we stood up. We walked out as the nurse led us to the lunch room. We followed in line to get our food and medication. "Hey do you mind if I sit by you? It's my first day." I asked Sonya and she shook her head. "You can sit by me every day I don't care." She said with a laugh and I nodded. We got our food and medicine we sat down at a table in the corner. I began eating the bland food as I could see out of the corner of my eye a man walking towards us. I kept my head down not wanting to make eye contact. "What's up Jon?" Sonya asked giving him a high five as he sat down. "Nothin' much who's your friend here?" He asked and I looked up at him. He was fucking gorgeous yet rigid. His bright blue eyes blazing. A small smile showing his dimples. "I'm Y/n." I said and he smiled wider. "I'm Jon. Sooo what are you in here for?" He asked. "Bipolar depression. I uhm harm myself." I said looked down poking at my food. "Hey...that's alright. I was sent here by my boss. I may or may not have smashed a guys head through a brick cylinder. I had a reason though. He put my bestfriend through one a week early. So I guess I'm just crazy." He said with a shrug and I giggled. "They call you crazy? I just think they're boring." I said and he chuckled. Sonya looked over at me and smirked but I paid no mind. Soon it was time to go back to our room so we said goodbye to Jon and walked back to our room. A nurse came by checking to make sure everyone was in their rooms. "Sooooo." Sonya said and I looked over at her with a smile. "Soooooo?" I asked in more of a question form. "You like Jon don't you?" She said with a smirk and I blushed. "Maybe just a little bit." I said and she laughed. "I knew it!" She said clapping happily. "He likes you too." She said with a smile. "How do you know?" I asked laying down. "Because Jon doesn't just talk to girls like he talked with you today. He's not super social." She said and I nodded. "So what's his actual diagnosis?" I asked looking over at her. "Well they say it's sort of a behavioral anger issue. But really he was just defending Roman." She said and I nodded. "So how do you know him?" I asked. "We work together." She said and I nodded. "We are professional wrestlers." She said and I gasped. "Really? That's sooo cool!" I said and she laughed. "Thanks." She said with a smile and I nodded. "Ladies it's time you guys can go outside take a walk or whatever you want." The nurse said opening our door. We walked out into the hallway and out the back door. "Hey doll, would you go on a walk with me?" He asked his blue eyes glistening. I looked over at Sonya and she nodded. "Sure." I said quietly and he held his hand out to me. I grabbed onto his and walked with him. "Jus' wanna walk over to the bench and talk. Wanna get to know you more." He said smiling down at me. Once we were there he let me sit down before he sat next to me. "So what's your story?" He said with a small smile. "Uhm. Well I have always felt that I was out of the normal. Like I never really felt as happy as everyone else did and I would feel happy one moment and really sad the next. And I've never really found someone to make me happy and make me feel like I belonged." I said looking down at my hands. "Can I give you a hug?" He asked softly and I looked up at him and he had the most adorable smile. I nodded and he wrapped me in his arms. "I want you to listen to me ok? I think you belong here. On this earth. You're beautiful, and even though I don't know much about you I can tell that we need you here on this earth." He said as a stray tear rolled down my face. He wiped it away and I smiled. "Thank you." I whispered and he smiled. "No problem." He said and I leaned my head on his shoulder. "So what's your story?" I asked and he smiled. "Well I grew up in a shitty part of Cincinnati and had a pretty shitty life... lotta parental abuse and bullying and stuff. So I just started to become more to myself. So then people started calling me crazy. So I kind of just went with it I guess. I mean I wrestled when I was young and picked up any match I could get because I was broke and needed money. People would pay to see me get hit with glass light tubes and everything. And I just gave up on telling people I'm not crazy. It's It's not like I want to be here. I'm here because I love my job and I guess I don't want to be crazy anymore." He said looking out into the distance. "I don't think your crazy." I whispered up at him and he smiled his dimples are now my favorite things in the world. "Thanks. You know you are really beautiful." He said and I blushed. "Thank you." I said blushing before the nurse told all of us it was time to go inside. We stood up walking over to the door. "Can we do this everyday?" He asked me and I looked up at him and smiled. "Sure." I said before we had to separate. I have never felt so happy.
——2 weeks later——
Jon and I have went for a walk every single day. Getting closer and closer my feelings growing for him more and more. Today was hard. Very very hard. I had the worst depressive mood. I didn't want to get out of bed. I didn't want to eat. I was silent. Even though Jon and Sonya had tried talking to me. It was time to go outside today and I walked out and sulked. I didn't want to talk at all today. But before I knew it my hand was being taken and I was over by the bench with Jon. "Please tell me what's wrong." He pleaded and I looked up at him my lip quivered as I bursted into tears. "Hey. It's alright I'm here." He said pulling me in for a hug. I cried as he rubbed my back. "Is everything ok over here?" A nurse asked and I sniffled. "Yes. Just one of the harder days." I said with a nod and he nodded before walking away. Once I got all my tears out I actually felt much better. "Having a hard day today?" He asked and I nodded. "Don't be afraid to tell me doll. I'll do anything to make you feel better and even if I can't I won't just let you be alone ok?" He said stroking my cheek and I nodded with a soft smile. "Hey...uhm I've been meanin' to ask if maybe you know when we leave...maybe would you let me take you in a date? Wherever ya like." He said with a nervous smile. "Of course I will." I said as I looked around seeing if any nurses were looking and they weren't so I kissed his lips softly. He smiled into the kiss before I let go blushing madly. "Shhh." I said with a giggle and he chuckled. "I'd love to go on a date with you." I said and he smiled. "Im excited. I really like you Y/n I hope you know that." He said with a smirk and I blushed. "Thank you for making me feel better." I said and he smiled. "Don't thank me. You deserve to be happy." He said and I blushed again. Good lord this man is going to be my first love.
—Discharge Day—
I hugged Sonya tight as I said goodbye. I got her number though so when she gets discharged in two weeks we can hang out. I changed into my regular clothes before walking outside. My mom was waiting for me. I ran to her giving her a hug. "Oh sweetheart how are you?" She asked as I heard the door open. I looked back and it was Jon with a big smile. "I'm doing great! Mom I want you to meet someone. He is very important to me and I'm going on a date with home and since you picked me up I might as well introduce you to him. I pulled Jon towards me. "This is Jon. Jon this is my mom. Jon and I have been getting close while we were in rehab. He's an amazing guy and he makes me feel so amazing." I said looking up at him and he smiled. "Nice to meet you." Jon said nervously. "Nice to meet you too." My mother said with a smile. "Well Y/n what time would you like me to pick you up tonight?" He asked and I thought about it. "Six thirty if that works for you?" I asked and he nodded. He kissed my cheek making me blush. "Ok I'll see you then." He said before walking over to his car. My mother and I got in and drove to my house. She left once I was all settled in before I took a shower. I began to feel really nervous as I looked at myself in the mirror. I wasn't happy with my appearance. I sighed as I tried fixing my hair but it just wasn't what I wanted. I gave up letting it all down before walking into my closet and picking a dress out. Jon makes me feel confident so why not dress up a little bit? I slid it on. No panties or bra. Because let's face it I've been single for a long time and Jon is hot. I smiled as I looked at myself in my mirror.