Jeff x BEN

Chapter 2

*TW DEPRESSION, RAPE, CUTTING, ATTEMPTED SUICIDE

I give a small yawn mixed with a whimper as i wake from my blackout, eyes still trying to adjust. i give a breathy sigh and attempt to sit up, only to gasp as a sharp pain shoots up my spine, my whole body aching as i begin to writhe in agony. "well, i guess this is only normal after one of Jeff's beatings..." i mumble out. Taking a deep breath i force myself to sit up, letting out a tiny cry of pain. Hesitantly i gaze into the mirror directly across from me to inspect my cuts and bruises. 

I gasp noticing a particularly deep, large cut running down my chest to my abs in the shape of a 'J'. Suddenly i let out a loud yelp. As my eyes trailed down further i saw dried blood all on my inner thighs. as quick as i could i snapped my head back behind me, only to see my sheets stained with blood where my lower half would be laying. i shifted ever so slightly only to let out another cry as a deep pain shot up my lower back. im not some stupid, naive boy. i knew exactly what this meant and i let out a small sob, tears running down my cheeks as i hugged my knees to my chest, my hands balling into fists. "FUUUUUCK!" i screamed angrily as my sobs left my lips. 

looking back up to the mirror, my eyes blurry with tears, i noticed hand prints and bruises on my hips, waist, neck, and even thighs. my body began to tremble violently. that's when there was a knock on my door. i hissed in pain as my body jerked at the noise "g-go away!" i whisper yelled, my throat raw and sore. "why me..." i mumbled out. that was when i heard a voice ring through my head and i winced ever so slightly 'everyone meet me in the living room' Slender's voice boomed. 

As quick as i could, trying to subside the pain, i hurried to get dressed in a black long sleeved shirt and black jeans to cover up any marks. soon after i teleported downstairs, happy to see i had my abilities back. quickly i hid myself behind everyone, standing in a distant corner of the room where no one could see me because of the way they were facing. i didnt want to be down here. my heart was racing. i was vulnerable to anyone and everyone, not knowing who raped me. suddenly i felt a presence like... eyes boring into my skull. a gaze so hard that it seemed it could kill me at any moment. 

I gulped and turned my head to look, only to see Jeff with a murderous and mischievous look in his eyes. i gulp and look away, biting my lip in fear as he slowly inches closer. a tiny cry leaves my lips from pain as he puts him hand on my shoulder, gripping firmly. "the hell is this shit?!" he whisper yells as he moves my shirt aside to see a deep bite mark on my shoulder where his hand was previously. i let out a small sniffle and looks down shamefully "Oi... did someone rape you?" suddenly he began to laugh, grabby my ass firmly. "its your fault you know... your practically begging for it whore" he said with a smirk, walking away. a steady stream of tears ran down my face, silent sobs leaving my lips as i fell to the ground with a quiet thud, quickly teleporting back to my room before anyone could see me. 

my knees buckled below me, my head spinning. i felt so ill. so drowned in it all. 'oh no... oh no not again-'  my thoughts were cut off as i threw up all over my floor. as the wretched smell filled the air around me i continued to puke, all the acid in my stomach seething and burning my throat and mouth with a putrid smell. i let out a small sob and vigorously wiped my mouth with the back of my sleeve. oh no. this was the part. the part where i have a mental breakdown. i began to laugh violently almost. lazily standing up i made my way to my bathroom and got in the shower, running the water boiling hot, smiling psychotically as it burned and seared my skin. already in the shower i took off my top. grabbing my sharpest razor, I began to angrily slash my wrists, not paying any mind to how deep they were. i let out a laugh mixed with a sob as i collapsed to my knees, the hard shower floor bruising my kneecaps. nothing mattered anymore. nothing at all. i was fucking done. my bathroom door burst open just as i slashed my wrist one last time, cutting deep to the bone. i looked up with hazy eyes and was able to make out EJ's figure. "heh. fuck" i whispered out, my head starting to spin as i blacked out against the shower wall.

i honestly am disappointed in myself haha my writing skills are nothing like they used to be bro. anyway next chapter out in a week