Nick academy

): sad thoughts : (

Jade's pov:
We arrived at the house and it's freaking amazing ,it has a swimming pool at the back that actually shows light like 5 different light ,like a party in the waters type of colour blue, red,yellow,green and lastly hot pink , our basement is awesome to and Taylor has been keeping it well .
I was so excited to see her I'm one of her fans, she's kind cool literally one of the best, now back to the basement our basement has a huge television a whole shelf filled with movies a few horror a lot of comedy and romance-comedy and thrillers mostly comedy-thrillers though and then we have this karaoke part of the room I know riele, Brea, Cree, Camilla and Selena will use the most ,in fact all of us will use the most and then we have a whole supply of ice-cream different flavors and different snacks and food stuff that can feed someone for like a whole year, our rooms and kitchen in fact everywhere of the house was like everything you want in a house we have freaking huge walk in closet with a lot of clothes and makeup for the first time I felt like Kim k, we all are outside in the backyard on the fake grass with blankets lying and starring at the night sun ,the boys blew up our phones but I didn't care we asked Cami for advise and she said we should block their numbers which we did ,I wont lie I miss Ricardo alot but he hurt me and I can't just let that go right now the boys just changed since we got to Hawaii, it hurts. Cami and Brea are being very quiet extremely quiet.

The moon and the stars are out its very pretty, sometimes I wish I was one of them just shine look pretty in the sky have nothing to lose,I closed my eye as I sigh. It is hard on me on a normal basis formal jade was anti-social no lie but I had only my family and brea and her family to lose then I came here and I met 2 amazing girls then next thing the four stupid boys next more celebrity .

Damn rie is another level, she may seem okay but I know rie ,she is sad she really loved him but damn shit happens.

Brea she's being awfully quiet you should know she really mad at herself or awfully sad I'm pretty sure its both.

Cree hasn't told us what Thomas said to her but she's  alright .she's talking with Selena and Taylor.

God pls help all of us we don't deserve this type of moping holiday its depressing .I wish everything could come back to house it used to be.

Plssssss.

Sorry guys I read the comment I know you guys are mad angry but i t us not my fault some family issues occurred and it caused me to also have one of the worst birthdays and cry several times but its good in back life to pour my heart into my writing don't worry .