His Baby Girl

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Hello Readers,
Before this chapter starts I just wanted to say that English is my second language so if there's any mistakes I'm so sorry. I hope you enjoy this chapter. Please comment! I would love to read your opinions.
Pics above is Jazzy xx

3 Months Later..

I feel pathetic. Mama always said to keep your head up and no matter how much shit you go through, you must face it, control it, and be above it.

I regretted walking away from Jaden and Sarah. I wish I could turn back time, and slap them both right across the face for using me, hurting me, and for playing me.
Me being me never thought the people who make me feel the happiest could turn around and cut my heart in half like it was plain paper.

It's been 3 months since I caught Jaden and Sarah together. I told my mom and dad every single thing that happened. To say my dad wanted to kill Jaden would be an understatement. Dad used to have anger issues when he was a teenager. He used to do drugs, skips school, and party all night long. Then he met mom. She helped him, She was the light to his darkness, She brought him back to reality. One night mom found dad completely wasted on the streets fully covered in bruises laying on the cold cement. Her only thought was to save him emotionally and physically. Their love story always makes me question myself. Am I ever going to find a love that will last? Someone who would care for me forever? Someone who would take a bullet for me? Someone who would sacrifice everything just for me? Tears rolled down my face. I probably won't.

I snapped out of my thought when mom, and dad knocks on my door twice. I quickly wipe my tears and pulled myself together. Mom and dad, They've been doing this every morning just to check on me. Probably scared of me hurting myself in any possible ways. I slowly whisper a small, "come in."

Mom and dad walked in gently. As soon as their eyes met mine their faces soften. I may be 23, but they still treat me like a baby and knowing I got my heart broken they're treating me like a new born baby. I guess I should get my shit together, and face the world. But that's the scariest part. I don't know if I'm ready to face the world. There may be people who would hurt me again out there...

"Sweetheart how are you feeling?" Dad sits by the end of my bed looking at me like he's afraid I would break down again. "I think I'm better than yesterday dad.." That's the truth I have been thinking of moving on. I have only dated Jaden for a year and a half. He took my virginity and my first kiss. Gosh I feel so stupid, giving him everything and got shit in return. "Sweetheart you know you have to move on eventually. I know you really love Jaden but there're more guys out there who would make you so much happier. You need to move on sweetheart. What he did to you were very wronged, but it happened. All you can do now is stay strong and show him what he missed." Mom place her hands on mine, encouraging me to suck it up and move on.
Yes Anastasia! Move on!

"I think I need to start somewhere new.." this has been on my mind for a while now. i have come to a realization now, London was never really my home. No matter how much, I would like to say it is, it isn't.  It's my parent home. My home is out there... somewhere waiting for me to discover.
"What are you saying sweetheart?" Dad sounds lost. I know this is hard for him to hear due to the fact that I'm his little girl, and he wants to protect me. Mom, on the other hand, looks happier than ever. She's a tough one, she loves seeing me stepping out of my comfort zone and embrace my inner bravery.

"I'm saying i want to move out and start a life in New York City." I forced my voice to sound calm and confident as much as I could. I want them to see how serious I am with this. "Anastasia..." mom looks at me as if she didn't believe that came out of my mouth. I know she's happy. Mom's been begging me to move out since I graduated.