Trevor heaved a sigh upon reading their next mission. It's Memphis again, ito ang pinakakalaban ng grupo nila. Their group is called Deirdre. Well, It's called that way for a reason. They have their reasons. Going back, Memphis is a pain in the ass. He gripped the folder while thinking. Nabasa nya na may ginagawa na namang kahayupan ang mga ito. The group were using the kids to sell drugs. Ang ibang bata ay pinapagamit pa nito. His hate was continuously growing.
He hated that motherfucking group for so long. Pinatay nito ang ina at ang kapatid nyang babae. Ang ama nya ay halos mabaliw nang malaman yon. His father was fixing some business issues in Spain that time. Sya naman ay nasa eskwelahan. He was ten years old that time, her younger sister was only four. His father was involved with another group, but that group was a big threat to Memphis. Sila ang nagpapatigil sa mga kawalanghiyaan na ginagawa ng Memphis.
The way his Father cried broke him. It was so painful that he could not be the same anymore. Kaya umalis ang ama nya ay para malaya nilang i-celebrate ang kaarawan ng kapatid nya sa makalawa, balak nilang umalis ng bansa. But, eventually, hindi na nila nagawa. Dahil wala na ang ina nya at kapatid nya! Pinatay ng mga walanghiyang yon ang pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay nya! He wanted to wish na sana hindi na lang sya pumasok pero kung pati sya ay naroon, sino pang matitira sa ama nya hindi ba? Sino pang magiging lakas nito para magpatuloy sa buhay?
He closed his eyes, trying to calm down. Kaya nabuo ang Deirdre ay dahil sa magkakamukhang rason, Ito ay dahil lahat sila ay naging biktima ng Memphis. Nawalan sila ng mga mahal sa buhay ng dahil sa grupong iyon. Nang dahil sa putanginang grupong yon. Kaya gagawin nila ang lahat para mapabagsak ang Memphis. At mamaya, sisirain nila ang transaksyon nito. It will be a big loss to them. Planado na rin ang lahat. Ililigtas nila ang mga bata at ipapadala ito sa pamilya nila o sa ampunan. Talagang kahit bata hindi nakalusot, pati ito ay dinadamay ng Memphis sa mga kagaguhan nila.
Sumandal lang sya at nag-isip-isip. Naramdaman nya ang pagbukas ng pinto ng opisina nya. The scent of that person invaded his nose. Agad syang kumalma ng maamoy ito. Naramdaman nya ang paglapit nito sa kanya.
"Babe," Binukas nya ang mata at nakita ang isa sa pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay nya. It was Dax, his special someone. He immediately smiled. Just by calling his name his frustration flew out of the window, damn. Hinalikan nito ang sentido nya. Agad nyang hinila ito para yakapin. He wanted to burst, pero mas pinili nyang isubsob ang mukha sa leeg nito. Nakakabaliw ang amoy ni Dax.
Dax was also part of Deirdre. They were at the same age. Pinatay ng Memphis ang ama at ina nito, Kuya na lang nito ang natira. Dax was a man. Yes, he's special someone was a man. He knew his father would go insane kapag nalaman ito. He probably might disown him. Bibigyan na naman nya ito ng panibagong sakit. Of course, ayaw nya mangyari yon. Pero, anong magagawa nya kung kahit anong gawin nya ay ito ang hinahanap hanap nya? Ito ang nagpapakalma sa kanya. Ito ang nakakaintindi sa kanya.
Magagalit rin ang Kuya nito panigurado, that's why he agreed na itago na lang muna nila ito. Deirdre members think that they were only bestfriends. Hindi nito alam na may mas malalim na ugnayan pa ang dalawa. Slowly, He guessed. They'll come out. Pero gagawin nila yon kapag napatumba na nila ang Memphis. Kapag naging ayos na ang lahat. He was keeping him in the dark, yes, pero kung iyon ang gusto nito ay hahayaan lang nya. Ganoon sya karupok dito.
"Are you alright?" Kapag nagsasalita ito ay agad syang napapaisip kung bakit ang sarap pakinggan ng boses nito. It was so deep and firm, pero pagdating sa kanya ay nagkakaroon ng kalambingan ang boses nito. There would always be a hint of gentleness and care. That's why he would easily melt. His anger will always fly the fuck out and his heart would go fucking crazy. It's so crazy.
